I playing with the crying sun

Hello there mate! how are you today? it's monday already in my country, and yes, just like billion other people outside, I don't love Monday. Ughhh back to daily life after fun and wicked weekend always bring a bad bad mood, aight? How I wish to invent a time machine so I can fast forward time to saturday again and again and again. fuuuh...

hehehe please do mind my lazyness, and get straight to the topic. I'm dying to show something to you all! and I only got 1 hour to blogging ( yeah you right, I really need some serious conversation with my dad about this 1 hour policy, it's killing me! did you hear it too? tic toc tic toc, the clock is ticking! what? you don't hear anything? see daddy I'm going mad! )

The thing is, people asked me this question quite a lot, "what the best part of being a blogger?" hmm let see all I can say is besides having a lot lot of new friend, one of the best part is "free stuff" my friend, yes free stuff. It's always confused me, because this happens not just once or twice. I was looking at this online shopping website, drolling, and wishing I got big money on my pocket to buy some of the items, but since my pocket is ( always) dry and not like my sisters who have that magic card that allows them to buy anything, and sadly all I have is student card in my wallet ( oh yes, I always wondering what is that beautiful magic card all about? why can't I have one? why why why? it's like a genie from the bottle that transform into a card! all my daddy said is "NOT until your 18 missie") so yes all I can do is drolling even more.

So can you imagine how I feel when out of nowhere the owner of the store emailed me and said that they want to send me a free stuff ? well I'm going gaga, speechless. and like I said it's not happens just once. funny right? how the destiny playing. is like we were meant to be ( me and the stuff, hehehehe). It's still fresh in my memory the day that my jaw is dropped when this box is come, a big box from nefertiti jewelz just like 3 days after I drolling all over my laptop when I saw all nefertiti collection, and inside of the box, there it goes, 2o more items from nefertiti, I even don't know how to describe my feeling, maybe it's what a sweet tooth kids felt when suddenly the king commands him to live in candy land.

The destiny is playing again, this time with Only I and Baubles n fun, I was amazed with only i website, the design is super wicked! the collection is super cool and how I'm in love with the owner, kak Cindy. and for baubles, oh my, oh my their necklaces is beyond cute!! I'm dying to have one. so here's my bundle of love. hope you enjoy it as much as I do :D

from Baubles n Fun
I always believe that hand made items is always served you the best quality, and also everything that made with love. and this necklace was handmade with love, how beautiful is that?

Thank you kak Cindy for the uber cool packages! lovvvveee it!

so here's me playing with the crying sun

beret hat : some boutique
top : only I ~ crying sun
star belt : zara for kids
black pants : tailor made
white boots : chaussure shop

Ciao people! have a great Monday all!

a green riding hood?

Wooooheey! How are you people? Long time no see... well I’m practically buried with assignments and home works fuuhh, thanks God I just passed exam! so I can relax a lil bit. and oh! do you miss my post? Well I do, but too bad I haven’t done any new photo shoot yet. My sister is super duper busy, and all I can do is waiting. Like today, I supposed to go to Go Girl Phenomenon but I can’t because my sister can’t go with me. Huuuh how I wish to grow faster so I can go anywhere alone. Oh well…

But hey, I just found my photos from my last holiday! So here it is. I hope you like it. I love the old effect on this photos.

You may not believe this, but that old man has the sweetest smile

The next outfit is my favorite, the first time I saw that green cape I was in love. it reminds me of red riding hood, only it is green, it even inspired me to make a story from it a twisted of red riding hood story well maybe not story ,it's more kinda like a poem . and oh I have to warn you, this is quite creepy story, ahh I mean poem. hehehehe.

Oh what a poor you Mr.Wolfie

Everyone thinks you kidnap that girl

That girl with a red riding hood

Oh I’m sorry Mr. Wolfie, really sorry

I don’t mean to be naughty

But that girl is the sweetie

and no one think it was me

no no Mr. Wolfie I won’t eat her nor being scary

I just need a friend to accompany me

To play hide and seek with

I don’t like to be lonely

So when I’m hiding behind the tree

Someone will searching for me

And then find me

I hope you forgive me Mr. Wolfie

and tell her granny

she's doing just fine with me

I hope you forgive me Mr.Wolfie

Or maybe you care enough to join me?

With love~ a girl with green riding hood

green cape : contemporary concept jeans

black pants : zara for kids

black long sleeves : zara for kids

boots : zara for kids

L.O.V.E

Whoa it’s been like forever since my last post. Super sorry, life been to amusing for me these days. Hmm… I know it’s freakin late, but I really want to know, how’s your valentine days people? Is it full of love? Talk about Valentines Day; let’s talk about love! Seriously if someone ask me in the face “hey you kid! What is love really mean” I believe I’m going gaga… what is love? Never really find the right word to describe it. Even people around me had different perspective about love. I asked my daddy, he said love is “well love is …love is love“ see even my daddy who I thought knows everything in this world had no idea what a love is. (lesson 1 : even smart one, had no idea about love), I asked my nanny, and she said, “hush! Your too little to talk about love” seriously? (Lesson 2 : okay now I think love is something that for adult only? Not so sure though) I asked my sister and she said “love is sucks!” (lesson 3 : don’t ask about love to a broken hearted one, hehe), I asked my other sister, she said “love is the most beautiful feeling in this world” ( okay, she’s just got back from her date, her answer is cannot be trusted. If that’s true, then why are you crying like a river several days ago? Ha!)

People around me can’t help me much, I have to figure it out by myself. Well for me my love is : my daddy, my sisters. That’s all I know. I don’t really understand what is the feeling inside that I had for them. For example, I know I love my daddy waaaaay toooo much! Here’s why. I’ll die for him. There so many times that I hope I’ll die sooner than my daddy, so I won’t have to face reality that I have to live without him. If that happen I’ll die. At that time I know I love him. But there’s so many times that I think, If I die first, he will be broken down, he have to live without me, and he will be sad, he will be crying so bad, he said it a lots of times, he cannot live without me. I don’t want to see my daddy sad, that’s the last thing I want to see in this world. Let me the one who cry so loud, let me be the one who mourn in years, let me be the one who feel that emptiness. It will be hell, I know. But I’ll do it for you. At that time I know. That is love. I’ll take your sadness, I’ll cover up for you. I’ll hush-hush the dark cloud that chasing you. I’ll do it without thinking twice. Isn’t that simple word ‘LOVE’ is to simple for this feeling?

To make it simple, I’ll show you some of the reason why I love my daddy:

1. I love my daddy because he trade all his fun for spending times with me, take good care of me, by himself, do all mommy job. People called my daddy a single parent, I called him a single fighter. I know I can be hard sometimes, as hard as that gladiator muscle. Right daddy?

2. I love my daddy not because he gave me a nanny to complete my need 24 hours a day, but because he thought me to said thanks and please to my nanny. To be nice.

3. I love my daddy not because he bought me everything that I want, because that thing is not happens, I don’t always get what I want, but he will make sure I got all the things that I need.

4. I love how my daddy tucks me in every night, and how we pray together every single night. He wants me to pray. Pray not only for us, but also for the world, for grandpa in heaven, for my grandma health, for my big family, for my good friends and my bad friends, and last but not least pray for my mom. And he make sure I do my pray every night.

5. I love my daddy because he keeps me real, he teaches me how and when to say no, and be brave to say it.

6. Hey I can doing this all night …I have like ten thousand reasons. But the best thing is, he’s the greatest dad ever, I don’t need any reason to love him.

I love you daddy, thank you for making me, me! I know how I can be so stubborn sometimes, I got that from you, remember? I know I can be so annoying sometimes, I know I makes you feel hell on earth. But still, you ask me not to grow so fast.

And anyhow, talking about love, I know for sure that there’s some people who love me, here’s some gifts that I received from Valentines Day, yay!

OPI hallowen edition, I always get jealous with my sister nailpolish collection, and love to play around with it, so rather than I make a mess of her collection she decide to get me this, yay! I got free tatto too!

loove this!! in real life the bag it's not so big, and fits me perfectly :D

ohhh my, isn't this is the coolest charm bracelet ever? okay this is actually a key ring but I will use it as charm bracelet :D

hehehe so cute!!! it's hello kitty ring lipbalm, this is kyuuutooo!

Uhhh Good God, this is like one of my favorite gift ever! teen vogue handbook and sartorialist book! and oh, this is actually not my valentine gift, it's my birthday gift that I got from a friend of my sister, but since this package arrived on february, so it feels like I just got fantastic valentine gift :D he said I will love it, and he's right!!!

yay! happy birthday to me! :D

I know, I know, I wasn't supposed to wear parfume yet, but this is major cuteness! and this is absolutely great gift, how can I said no?

Hehehehe, my bundle of joy ;P

And oh! almost forget, Ehm… So what is love for you? I would love to know