Life is like a rainbow, you need both the sun and the rain to make its colors appear

Hello people! how are you today? I hope you all doing just fine. Aah not so long ago a friend of mine popped out a question, why am I so rarely use a bright colors, do I hate pink ? well the answer is, no, I swear I love pink, I love every color, each one is as good as the other one. and I do love the color of the rainbow, I do, I really do. I'm a normal little girl, I love pink,  a pony, candy, and everything that sweet and nice, and I collected barbies too! see I'm normal, but a cute dress or a shirt with a barbie picture printed on it is just not for me, I don't know why but somehow it's never attract me. Wait  err .... I'm still normal right ? 

and then I said again to my friend, if I wear bright colors I wear it seriously, and then she dare me to pull on a bright colors clothes and post it in my blog. Hahaha that's easy, piece a cake. But yeah.. well you the judge, tell me... tell me... am I doing it right ? 

pink jacket : bang bang girls

yellow jeans  : tailor made

glasses necklace : recycle experience ( tottaly cute! it's made from used stuff )

my video ipod +  sennheiser px 200 headphone

polkadot bag : it's actually a beauty case, bought it in index store 

random rings and bracelets

fingerless gloves : strawberry

pink shoes : converse

do I look cute or what? hehehhe, but normal is so not me, well to make it fun, I put on my rainbow wig .... hehehhe. I probably not normal, but I definitely knows how to have fun right?! :D

ugh do you hear that annoying sound too ? no ? ...... shoot ! that's my nanny telling me to sleep now, my nanny is definitely not fun. ahhh I do feel sleepy now, I really have to go. see yaaaa! sweet dream people. Kisses for you all! and a hug too! 

Do or do not... there is no try

helllooo peopleeee!! uhhh I miss you guys so so so muccchhh! I miss my blog! I know, i know... I'm being such a bad bad blogger. but I hope you all forgive me and my laziness. Hmm what's the news? ohhh yeaahh! I'm on magazine! how cool is that? thank you so much to girlfriend magazine for having me. *kisses, and oh for my new school life, it's fantastic!! my friends are super duper fun, we having to much fun, it's almost a sin hahaaha and oh yeah I'm struggling with my mandarin language now, my private teacher is super cool too, she's from beijing, and the funny thing is she can't speak Indonesian language. hahhaha.

Oh yeah, do you already watch This is it? If you're not then you really should! seriously! well even I can't see clearly, my eyes were covering with tears. uhhh, MJ how I miss you so much! you're the coolest! I' m falling in love even deeper to you now. Your the eagle! well I will stop mourning, I'm know he's okay now, sometimes God give someone happy ending that you can't predict, and I'm just so sure that this is his happy ending. Have a save rest there MJ. I love you.

and this is me on the old ultraman comic book, hahahaha just kidding, do you see my shirt under my jacket? it's ultraman! cool! I found about this robinet wonders shirt when I was busy wondershoeing ( hehehhe my new word for "looking at wondershoe"), I was searching for wondershoe on the google, and at any chance it's robinet wonders that shows, and I'm instantly in love. whoaaaaa they have all these cute character! it's bring headache just to choose, watch out, don't tell me I don't warn you. hehehehe.

and my favorite is this one! It's Yoda! something that you all might not know is that I'm a starwars lovers! watched all the movies, even the old one, and I like Yoda the most! he is so... hmm what's the right word? ... oh yeah so zen! so wise.

some of my movies

my favorite star wars lego watch! yay!

here's some wise word from Yoda :

my favorite one :“Size matters not. Look at me. Judge me by my size, do you? Hmm? Hmm. And well you should not. For my ally is the Force, and a powerful ally it is. Life creates it, makes it grow. Its energy surrounds us and binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter. You must feel the Force around you; here, between you, me, the tree, the rock, everywhere, yes. Even between the land and the ship.”

“Do or do not... there is no try.”

“Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not. Attachment leads to jealously. The shadow of greed, that is.”

“Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.”

your soul is alive

Hello people!! how are you? I hope you all doing good. This week been upside down for me, new school, new friends, new enviroment, but everything is going so well. I've got super cool friends in my new school and I have so much fun! my new school is more near to my house, so now I have more spare time than before. yihhhaaa! XD

hmm...I know, I know you must be questioning about yoda and ultraman that I said before in my last post right? the bad news is, it's not done yet, I asked my sister to edit it, ( I have specific request on this one, so it might take her a while to make it ) that and she's also was drowning in her own stuff, I can't blame her though. I know how stressed she is, with her new college, new place. Ough yes people, my personal photographer will be gone, and only back for home on a weekend. ( I'm in tears now) I'm gonna miss her so bad! the only thing that comfort me is that we make our promise ( a pinky promise!) that we still gonna talk everyday, she call me, or I call her. thats the deal. and oh yeah don't worry sist, I promise I will take good care of daddy. :)

and oh yeahhh this is my newest pictures, hope you like it. I alwaaays alwaays love playing in a green green grass, I love the smell of grass, love the smell of earth after the rain. I'm sure you do too. right?

~ I hope you ready you many pictures of me. hehehehe... ^^

“If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you, if the simple things in nature have a message you understand, Rejoice, for your soul is alive.”

I'm wearing :

big straw hat : from bali I guess, it's belong to my sister
maxi pink dress : zara for kids
white jeans jacket : levis
brown leather shoes : zara for kids ( in a boy section )
stripe socks : marks & spencer
charm bracelets :
pink bunny bracelet from my sister,
breast cancer awarness bracelet
juicy couture charmbracelet
peace and dream f21 bracelet
rings : strawberry store

that's all from me now ^^ take care!!!

do you have story for me?

helllooo everyoneee!!! how are you? I hope you guys okay! because I am. I'm tottaly okay now. this shaman already healed up, but it would not happen without the help from all of you! thank you so so so much! you have no idea, how it means to me. your guys is the best! I love you all! for all your help, in return I make a gift for you. I hope you all like it. do you want to know what's the gift is ? hihihi. okay I'll tell you. it's a story! made by me, and then I asked my sister to edit it. and it looks fantastic I think.

Ready for your gift already? okay..okay. let start shall we? the story called "the weather fairy"

Have you ever wondering who's controlling the weather ? and questioning how the weather seems to know you good, they shine upon your smile and in many times outshine on your good day, or how they know you are sad by givng you a dark clouds? or they even cried with you trough their rains? well the answer is... it's because they might actually really know you, and secretly watching you like a spy. there's actually one fairy who have this amazing job . she watch over you, and try to match the weather with your heart. just like when you try to match your dress with your shoes.

long long time ago, when the sky is still pure, when there's no bad smoke tainted the sky, when the air is still clean and even smell so good just like a sweet parfume. at that time people still can see the weather fairy with their naked eyes, people used to give her a wave and a big smile, and she return the wave with gentle fresh wind.

But human are still human, there maybe so many good people with a very good heart, but the bad one is still hanging around, they with their very bad heart. hoggish, greedy,jealousy is what's inside. One of them is Mr. Cruello he's the owner of Cruelly circus, just like the name of his circus he is so cruel, he even have the heart to catch the weather fairy and locked her up in a cage. He asked one of his circus member who have a very very vey long leg to go to the cloud, where the fairy use to play and catch her. Oh no.they got her.

Mr. cruello force the fairy to perform in his circus. what a bad man! he asked the weather fairy to make some rain or thunder. But the weather fairy just stand still and doing nothing, not even a dance.

All of the audience is yelling for some rain and thunder action, but none. not any single wind. Mr Cruello, is now get very angry. He yelled at the weather fairy, but it's useless.

Now Mr Cruello stops yelling and now he starts to begging and crying. all the people want their money back. the weather fairy do feel sorry for him. She said that she will dance and make some rain, if Mr Cruello promise that after that he will let go of her, and all of the circus member that he keep in force. the mermaid must go back to the sea, the giant man must go back to his family, the lion must go back to the jungle, and of course, the unicorn, the elephant do to. Mr. Cruello said yes. anything for people stop yelling.

Mr. Cruello keep his promise, he let go all of the circus member. and everybody is happy. But the weather fairy is still sad. everything will be not the same anymore. now she think about people quite differently. she have to be more careful now. cause people is all not the same. but she loves people to much to ever leave them

After some night she finally have her decision, with a heavy heart she decided that she will still taking care of the weather, but this time is from the moon, where even the tallest man on earth cannot catch her, but now people cannot see her anymore. but you can still feel her sweet wind right? the rain is still come when you sad right? that's mean the weather fairy is still watching and espying you from the moon.

I wear :
cute little hat ( it's actually a headcraft) : Nefertiti Jewelz
(ughh I just loveee their product, it's not just an accessories, it's an art! )
ripple black necklace : Nefertiti Jewelz
black tight shirt : danskin ( yes it's a dancing clothes)
stripes pants : GAP
shoes : wondershoe

FIN

So do you like your gift? :) I hope you do. Oh yeaaah I'm super excited, tomorrow is my country independece day! yippiiee!! I love you Indonesia. so much!

oh yeaah! for the next post you will meet Yoda ( yeahh from starwars!) and ultramaan leo! curious? just wait! hehehehe.

Love you all!! Happy independence day!!
kisses and hugs!!!

perfect condition

There's no such thing called "perfect condition" my daddy use that words over and over again. and I never realize what that words actually mean, well never, until now. several days ago theres one comment in my shoutbox that quite upset me. and with a broken heart I think I really really have to erase that comment. it's not that I can't take a critics or something, but the comment brought rich and poor issue, and I hate that! I really really hate that. stop it. it's not funny! and not giving your name or link is not cool either. if you have something to say to me, then say it, as long as you give me a chance to say something to you too. if you do so then I call it fair. If you have a right to say that I'm wrong, then so am I to you. do you get it?

After I read that comment, the first thing that I do is telling my sister. what should i do? do I have to stop blogging? I'll do it if I can make her/him happy. because even it's only a short comment, I would be lying if I said that it's not bugging me. after my sister read the comment she just laughing, and when she sees my unhappy look, she said "what? that's just a jealousy comment, it's a crap" but I protest her "it's not a crap, it's somebody opinion! neither he/she do it seriously or just for a joke, but the bottom line is my blog is hurting her/him. and I don't want that!" and at that moment my sister gave me the best words ever, and I'll remember it for the rest of my live. "do you know something cha, there's one thing in this world that is impossible to do, that, no matter how hard you were trying, no matter what you do. if you try this thing you'll ended failing over board over and over again. we maybe success in walking on the moon. but this simple thing... hmm... it's a hard one, no one knows how to do it . and that thing is cha if you trying on pleased everybody. we just can't pleased everybody, you might try but when you end up crying,don't tell I don't warn you" and I'm just standing still. and she continue saying that there even one quote who said "The one who pleased everybody died before they were born"

And at that that moment I realize what my daddy mean by saying "there's no such thing called perfect condition!" I might try to make 100 hundred people happy, but there were always one or two who isn't. so yeah all I can say now is, if I'm in someway hurting you, or make you unhappy, so sorry. but there's nothing I can do :) and after some thinking, I was realize...if you are not being nice to me, why should I being nice to you? after that my sister also told me, "next time when you were thinking on stop blogging, just because crappy thing. try this : read your blog, read all the sweet and nice comment and think again" well it works!!! I feel stupid for my stopping blog idea. :) thank you so much!

aaahhhh talking all the serious thing makes me hungry!!! hehehehe. lets get to the photos story! I take this photos quite sometimes ago, my sister took it for me :). she lifted one of her eyebrow when she saw what I wore, but after some explanation she got what I want. the whole idea is I am a shaman! or a healer from old age. actually I'm asking her to make some photoshop with it, but with all her new apartment thing it would be impossible. huuuuuh.

but I hope you all like this the way they are! I super love my peacook headpiece! isn't lovely? I mean super lovely!!! kisses to you all! ahh and hugss!!!

Actually all the necklaces and bangles are belong to my sister, I just borrow it, and asking where she got it. all but the two most lovely thing! the peacock headpiece and peacock necklace. I got it from nefertiti jewelz

I'm wearing :
peacock headpiece : nefertiti jewelz
black dress : VAVI
antique bell : little india
my peacock tatto : little india

weird devil ring thing : bought it in bandung

red bone necklace : from india
peacock necklace : nefertiti jewelz
black rose necklace : some boutique

red bangles : from India
ringing bells bangles : from india
gold stone bangles : metro dept. store
twin bee bangles : some boutique
black dot bangles : metro dept.store

black tights : zara for kids
plaid boots : bamboo

if your not live in Indonesia but fall in love with the peacock accesoris as much as I do, you can send nefertiti jewelz an email :) here's the adress : nefertitijewelz@yahoo.com :)

follow me...

Some people sent me an email and asked do I have twitter ?, and some also questioning is that evita nuh in twitter really me. I was confused at first, but then after some explanation i knew now, that there were some fake twitterers out there.( but the idea of someone might pretend to be me is flattering and hillarious at the same time XD ) but to answer the question, yes that twitter named evita nuh is really me :) but I make it so long time ago, and tottaly forgot about it, so that the explanation to the question, why I never write anything in my twitter :) and now everybody seems tweet these days, so maybe I would give it a try. it sounds fun! and it is fun! and and and it so much easier to updating in twitter. so if you somehow miss me and want to know how I am, you can check my twitter, I might tweet there. but please bare with me, I'm a newbie! XD hmm.. whats the word? ohh yeaaahh.... follow me...

hihihi when I write that word "follow me" one song popped out in my mind, the song have a funny lyrics.

You don't know how you met me

You don't know why,

you can't turn around and say good-bye

All you know is when I'm with you I make you free

And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea

I'm singing....

Follow me Everything is alright

And if you want to leave

I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

*song title : follow me by uncle cracker

my sister used to play that song, ( now I'm searching the cd like crazy ). oh well, I'm going to start searching again, so bye! kisses and hugs for you all!

Shoes Yaaaayyy shoeees!

I've got a confession to make, I'm a .... I'm a.... ( gosh! this is hard...) I'm a.....I'm a SHOES FREAK! hahahha. but then again, I'm a girl! I have all the right in the world to falling in love with a shoes! hahahha. Yeah I'm collecting shoes, maybe other girls love to buying toys or something, but not me. I choose shoes rather than any toys. ( my daddy and sister used to say, Oh please be normal sometimes...hahahha) . ssst... I tell you why I keep collecting shoes, actually I'm in a journey to find my glass shoes, so when I found it, I can be a princess! but I think it's gonna be a looong looong journey. but lucky me, on my journey I keep finding many great shoes, and suddenly they become my kids. hahahha.

I think I have some shoes radar, my eyes can spot a great shoes from a mile! but my collection is nothing compare to my sisters collection. hope they taking care it nicely, so it can be mine oneday! hehehe. lucky for me , my sisters is kindda shoes freak too, one of my sister even said, that her shoes is like her love, even though is hurting and killing you so bad, but you keep coming back and try to pull it off, although you know it will hurt you even more. but that's just my sister, I'm tottaly different, I would't want to wear something that hurts!

so here is some my shoes, and yes, this is not all. I will continue posting my other shoes on my next post XD. hope you like it! :) okay let's start counting! ( this is gonna be a long post, the reason is I my heart is not strong enough. everytime I open my blog, my last post keep making my heart aching again and again. so I really need some distraction )

1. my black bootsie : zara

2. my red sneakers : zara

3. my pinkiesh rainbow : converse

4. my glad gladiator : zara

5. my red dancer : wondershoe

6. my black and white sneaker : gosh
( hehehe I know the condition is already bad, but I loove it! )

7. my red peter pan boots : zara

8. my blackish : dr.kong

9. my brownie boots : zara

10. my silver bow : wondershoe

11. my shock pink boots : gosh!

12. my blue polka : wondershoe

13 my whitey : vilavina

14. my silverish : oshkosh

Ps : and don't worry, I do pass my shoes that didn't feet me anymore to they who need it :)