11 February, 2013

Sometimes I feel so stupid and dull and uncreative that I am amazed when people tell me differently. ~ Sylvia Plath

My my ! January is end already, and we almost get to mid February... this is might be the most late Happy New Year in the century, but I read somewhere it's okay to be one month late than never. So... HAPPY NEW YEAR! and Happy Chinese New Year too!  and by the way it's official I'm 14 years old now! ( well it's been a month or so... but still! I'm a real teenager now! ) so you all owe me a birthday wishes. Hehehe. If you can, can you wish me to be better on time management? so I can pay more attention to my blog?

I know my excuses must be bored you all, but that's the truth, school is killing me like always, oh on a second thoughts! why don't you wish me a better grades? so I don't have to take extra hours on school lesson and all those private lessons? pleaseee? I heard wishing a good grades for a girl with bad grades can bring you good luck. Hahaha yes just made that up...

Ehm, as a new 14th years old girl I've found myself doing soul searching lately, do I do good? Do I love myself enough? Do I this and do I that... well you know all those stupid questions about yourself... I guess it's a normal thing when you just turn 14th. I got some answers for my questions and some might still blurry... well maybe couple years from now I will have all the answers. My shrink ( well he prefer me to call him doc or psychotherapist ) but doc keep reminds me to bugs bunny and psychotherapist is too long.. so yeah...shrink it is) on my last session in 2012... wait I think it's a week before my 14th birthday, he asked me like 10 minutes before the session end "Cha, what do you want to be or what your wishes on your 14th birthday and answer me honestly please..." and I answer him "well you know... to be normal... yes that's right, I want to be normal!" and he said "you are normal" and I said to him "it's not fair, I gave you honest answer and you give me a lie, if I any near to normal, I won't be here, while most of my friends probably in mall with their parents as we talking right now" and he just laughed.

He also said he do have a hard time understand and figuring me out, well more like what's inside my head and I told him, well you actually don't have to, because you will never understand me, even I don't understand me. I told him "you can always guess and I can always lie. Most of the times you telling me what actually I have in mind, and I said "exactly!" then again I was lied, just because I want the session to end". He said I have problem of being very introvert person but then I told him about my blog, I said to him, I have blog, you know some kind digital diary ( ok he's cutting me off and said "I know what blog is"... ~ and yes he said he also a very loyal reader of mine... so you might read this hehehe...) I said again to him "I share so many things for the world to read and tell me again of me being too introvert?" He laughed again and told me I'm a change person, I'm more open, more happy and that's a good thing. But maybe not good enough, because I still have another appointment with him on 2013 hahaha so  I still need to be fix.

Why am I telling you all this, it's because there's some things that concern me so many times. You see I love receiving emails, messages and all that telling me (somehow and I still don't know how) that I inspired some people it's a heaven on earth knowing I do have that effects ( again, I don't know how) because nothing can make me happier than knowing someone out there have me as an inspiration. I'm literally speechless... but the one that concern me and bugging me that I also I got some letters that saying after seeing me and thinking that I'm so perfect she/he felt lost and even feel unworthy. I might sounds seasoned beyond my years but that's because I through a lot, not because I'm perfect or anything near that. I can lost counts on how imperfect I am. I can mention some in blink of an eye, let see... I have super giant big teeth, I socially awkward, I'm bad at math (and other 10 lessons), I sometimes hurt people feeling without even realizing and lets just face it I'm a super weirdo... the whole class in my school will agree to this and so many other flaws I have. So no, I'm not perfect or anything near that. How can I be perfect when all I want in the world is to be simply normal? But what I am is, I fully realized that I'm a very ambitious as a person, I know my goal and what I want and will do everything in my power to achieve that. You see, I'm not perfect but I am perfectionist.

Fiuuhh what a hard talk in the middle of the night right? hahaha I just think I need to say it. So I hope with this no single soul felt lost or unworthy just because of me anymore. And oh some tips! if you in a moment where you feel not pretty or something like that, try asked your parents, because I do that. My dad will always said I'm the prettiest creature on earth no matter what ( well I had same score with my two sisters.. but still).

Lets go with lighter things! Fashion week is coming again my friends! Don't you just love fashion week? great collections from many great designers. Seeing masterpiece from master of designers always bringing up my mood but seeing new fresh designers with breathtaking collection and new idea always excites me more. I love people with creative mind! Make me always feel God is so gracious, God make humans and give them brain that can creates unspeakable and breathtaking things. Other thing that I love the most about fashion week is something that also very nice and fun to see is none other than the crowd it self! those fashion people! aren't they lovely? people with different background, different story different taste gather around in one event. I'm guilty as charged but sometimes I found myself loving the crowd more that I enjoy the show. So you see I love fashion show but have I told you I'm socially awkward? and plus my school schedule is kindda crazy? So I have to missed most of the fashion week. To redeem my sadness I made this just to show you how much I love the fashion crowds. Hehehe Enjoy! hope you like it.

Ohhh and I will not forget this! the winner for my giveaway issss... *DRUMROLL*  
Teresa Larasati Mardiandra
congratulation girl!  I will contact you through email tomorrow! ;)

This time I create six character, I got inspired when I read Korean Vogue that make a fashion spread with front row girls as a theme. You know how in some fashion event you can see some girls hangout with each other since forever, I want to create that, this 6 girls is friends since they were born, lucky girl because all of them born with silver spoon in their mouth and well of course front row seat is always have their names.  One is a senator daughter, the other one is daughter of a rock band singer and the other is owner of big company... for the rest you can create the story for them hehehe... I'm wearing picnic shop dress and outerwear keep falling in love with their collection! 

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Nickname : Belle

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Dress &outerwear : Picnic Shop / Necklace  : Marc Jacobs + Maripol plastic spike necklaces /bag : Steve madden / bracelet : Posh Locket

Nickname : Ollie / Swan

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 Sunglasses : Riots Barbie /Dress : Picnic Shop /Clutch : Oja Mantra / gloves : marks&spencer /
watch : Rolex /Ring : CS-NC / bracelets : it's my dad beads(tasbih) hehehe/ shoes : crocs 

 Nickname : Sall

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necklace : Antyk Butyk / dress &outerwear : Picnic Shop/ clutch : EN / 
watches : @shopatbias (instagram)/ gloves : anne klein /shoes :promod 

Nickname : Smurfie
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Necklace : Antyk Butyk/ gloves : furla / bag : LV/ shoes :  @skittishshoes (instagram) / Skittish shoes

 Nickname : Flow 

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Outer &dress : picnic shop / bag : katespade / shoes @skittishshoes (instagram) skittish
gloves : Furla /phone case : katespade

Nickname : S

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Gloves : Furla / Clutch : Oja Mantra / Gloves : Furla / Shoes : ZARA

 Hope this super long post can redeeem my long gone hehehe... Ciao guys! 


Unknown said...

I love the six characters and the outfits are quirky, fun, and beautiful. Great job! I really enjoyed this post.

nuraa said...


hanny arianty gultom said...

I heart Sall..

elya said...

really love the colour tones of ur dress n stocking.n ur always amazing me in every blog.for u to know im a mother with 2 children but always not patient to wait ur next post.well just suggest how if u make a photo session with some of ur readers (hope on of them is me ;)) and will the shot will be inside one of your next we the reader have a chance to meet n chat lively with u...well what do u think chaa...ok hope u also always luck in school yaaa :)

Bearnika said...

What I always love from your post is, you always have a concept about your outfit. and it's different from others. Hahaha. I like it, there's always a story in it. You're totally a creative girl!

F. Pratama said...

Oh My Goddddd chaaaa you look sooo gorgeous! U are a lady now~ :)

F. Pratama said...

Beuatiful cha! :) You're a lady now, you're growin' up! :)

F. Pratama said...

You are a lady now, Cha! :) Beautiful + gorgeous! :)

Evelyn Tirza said...

Love your outfit!!

Sweet Peppermint Girl

Izzah Anne Abdullah said...

why are you so cool ?! adore adore

Raden Ayu/MI said...

OMG! super love the outfits, especially the clutch by OJA~

Lutfi Fadhila said...

you become more beautiful everypost. oh my, you're already grown up :"D

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Nida Khansa Nazihah said...

exhilarate, nuh! :-*

Nida Khansa Nazihah said...

exhilarate, nuh! :-*

Unknown said...

gorgeous as always

chieliciouz said...

AMAZING! you're genius girl!
And your post still inspiring me, as always..
Well keep be your perfectionist self dear :) you're just amazing the way you are #ThenSinging :p

AuL Howler said...

OH MY....!!!!

Ths is amazing, cha!
Very amazing!


You're so talented, creative, imaginative, ans stylish as well.

you looks like a lady now.
(a real lady. No more kiddie)

Semoga nggak tertarik buat pake baju yang kebuka atau seksi-seksi ya, darling!

Keep it up!

Love you forever

mbengmellow said...

I think this might be my most favorite post of all time. I love Cybelle and Flow. Wanna give the combinations a try this spring. You're amazing! Oh and happy wayy belated birthday ;p

SVTR said...

you're so adorable <3

Ilmah Ismail said...

masih muda tapi tastenyaaaaaaa~
love it!

Sarah said...

it's so WOW, Cha!!
I like Belle and Flow ;))

Sarah said...

it's so WOW, Cha!
I like Belle and Flow ! ;)

hallo ibun said...

OMG, Chaaaa.... why are you always looking so beautiful day by day..
Fall in love with your story, your blog, your outfits..
inspiring as always..

Big Hug :D

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Vani Sagita said...

oh my, i'm loving all the outfit chaa!! Please do a post about your closet! That would be awesome!!

Teresa Larasati Mardiandra said...

Kak,emailnya salah.
Thank you ya kaak :)

Stella said...

My favorite post so far :)

Please please please please tell me where I can buy an Edgar Allan Poe book clutch!!!

Mrs. Aa said...

you look incredibles in all of that outfit <3

warmest regards,
Miss Aa

dilla said...

WOW! super cool post! loved i<3

Mustika said...

i've been waiting for your new post, and read it tonight make me happy! thankyou evita :), i hope you can update your blog everyweek. and, happy birthday :D

-your reader :)

vira said...

love the 6 character photos! and of course the outfits :)
and hey, what is normal anyway? ;)

Unknown said...

gorgeous, fascinating, mind-blowing, awesome, pretty and UBER coool post (as alwaays)

Adella Putri said...


Shenia said...

you wil be very much happy because you make your readers happier reading your new blog post. super creative you, Evita!

lavitaebella said...

OMG! This post was sooo damn cool! I love your style a lot... You're genius :)

Kindly visit our handmade bag shop ♥

rasita alfiyah said...

so cool you know..i like your outfit in this post. ^^

Noralia Ayu said...

so cool ! :)

Mommy Ryva said...

Reading this particular Post reminds me of my fave X-Men movie...X-Men The First Class. I fall fall in love deeply with Raven (next known as Mistique)...especially when she says to Hank (next known as Beast) on the Island scene : "Remember, Mutant and Proud"...

I always admire your uniqueness ;)

Intantya Pranandini said...

Fabulous Post,
Color Tone, Composition, Character, Motif, pose,
Everything so pretty..

I love you pic..

I'm Intantya
Nice to meet you,

Marc A. said...

:) Fantastic work!

Well done... remains me abit of one your oooold posts about your different tights... but this is really amazing!

And a spezial kudos to the photographer, stunning work as well! :)


Marc A.

Natwest said...

I am beyond jealous im soo broke i cant afford all of the things you have on omg if i even had one piece from that whole shoot i would diee (preferably the black and white coat) soo chic the fashion Gods would be proud im literally bowing

if yu have a chance go to my blog its absolutly rubbish compared to this but go on make a poor girls dream come true ur truly amazing i'd loveeee to come visit u X your friend Natwest

LO miss the VE said...

this is my favorite post of yours! <3 oh my you grow really pretty now! wonder why you have such beautiful fashion taste in such an age ;) <3

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Adeayu Hadijah said...

its too cool Evita! So creative!
I love Sall shoes the most!

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Danu Fitra Nugraha said...

Hi, Why u no try to wear the tall highheels like LADY GAGA

Instant Milk said...

wow! This is awesome!
I really really like your blog and highly encourage you to come by mine ;)! Seriously, maybe we can follow each other?


Dulcina Garcia said...

nice color combination..nice outfit
This is such a beautiful blog, i wish there are more blog like this, you did a good job.

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Lonely Study Session said...

oh wow, it's my first time reading your blog, and i was amazed ! i love your creative and unique outfits ! and everything is so completed, not only best outfit, there's also accessories, shoes, etc. Good Work, you are the best !!

sepatuholig-Grace Njio said...

hoaaaaaaa.... superb!!!!

Sandra said...

wow, uber great style mix you got there!

and here's a question out of my curiousness, are all those phones yours?? Well I know you're a gadget lover and so do I! Envy all the gadgets you got there heehee ;)

Sandra Azwan said...

Amazingly crazy! You're the best! Love every single things here!

Niken said...

Love it!

Ibu Nda said...

13 tahun udah sekreatif ini...

Asla Mya said...

so cool :D so awasome XD

Anonymous said...

you're so adorable <3!!
I love your otfit!!! ;)

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Unknown said...

All those looks are so wonderful and especially love those colorful tights!

Unknown said...

So high class ...

alyssaadmira said...

omg this is amazing! where did you get those glasses btw :O

alyssaadmira said...

this is amazing! :O where did you get those glasses btw <3

Anonymous said...

Yes being so young can be really annoying. You just want to be normal but what is normal?? Also I think that when we are young we are like molton volcanic lava or cake mixture before it goes in the oven, everything is still in flux it's not formed properly yet and that's what makes youth so dynamic and exciting. Our true character is always inside and we are just finding it although I think ven when we are older if we stop changing we stop living that's what makes life and ourselves so interesting! :))

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