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Don't compromise yourself. It's all you've got - Janis Joplin

2011-11-27T00:36:00.013+07:00

Hellooooo! I'm back!!! it's holiday! so I'm back!!! don't bother to ask about my exams, what is done is done, I already do my best so now I can only pray. Ahh! how I miss my blog so much! So how you guys doing? is live being nice to you lately as they are to me? well I hope they do :) Hmm since I've been missing like more than a month I got tons of things to catch up! so be ready for long post! (as always) hehehe.

God knows how I always wish I could make a post about my dad and I also received so many question about my dad and there's quite some number that asked me to post more about my dad (especially his photos) I'm so happy there's so many of you who like my dad, but I'm super sorry, for now it won't be happening. I asked my dad permission like a gazillion times to make a post about him, and he said hell no! in a second! no fun eh? but don't worry I'm still working on it, just wait hehehe. So in a meantime how about I make a post that related to him? hope this would do.

When so many baby out there growing up listening to child song, I was not. But yeah of course I watched Barney's too! Being the smallest in the family makes me influenced by so many kind of song, and different era too. My dad's era, my sister's era. Until now when my sister's friends come they would recognize me as the kid who slept with booklet of slipknot pictures under my bed, and they say back then I always said "knot knot" (as for slipknot) every time I saw the tribal sign, crazy eh? yes I once a slipknot fans and all that when I was three, geez now I feel weird. ( PS : don't google slipknot! you'll have a bad dream) and ohhh I do bang my head when Limp Bizkit music is played! Blame my sisters! Other than those rock music my sisters also introduced me to many great singers and bands. So I do kind of sad that many of my friends don't have a clue about Radiohead, REM, Rialto, Collective Soul and many other singer and band ( if you around my age and have no idea who they are I'll suggest you to google them, no! search them on youtube!) , because their song are brilliant. I've been told "ah you and your old soul".

Talking about my old soul, the person who got to take biggest blame is of course my dad. Hmm, when other baby in the womb maybe listening to classic music by Mozart or Chopin ( I've heard that is the right song a baby in a womb should hear, it's stimulate their brain or something like that) I was not! my mother told me that when I'm in the womb my dad makes me listening to... (drumroll please) Janis Joplin ladies and gentlemen! and that's still goes on after I was born and until now. He said that if heard classic can make me smart then listening to Janis Joplin would make me smart, brave and unique. What a cool excuses.

Not just Janis, I grew up listening to many others of his favorite music by Jimi Hendrix, Rolling Stones, Procol Harum, Uriah Heep, Grand Funk Railroad, Pink Floyd, Joe Cocker, Fleetwood Mac, Emerson Lake & Palmer, Gladys Knight & The Pips, Blacks Sabbath, Temptations, Slade, David Bowie, John Mayall, Barry White, Flora Purim, Inger Gundersen, Emi Fujita, Eva Cassidy, Alison Krauss, Jenet Seidel, Jheena Loodwick, Nnenna Freelon, Holly Cole, Daniel Nahmod, Barbara Mendes and the list is still go on and on and I can do this all night! Don't asked me how the hell I can memorized all those names? you will do to if you already heard their names since probably you can memorize anything ( again, if you have no idea who they are I command you to search them on youtube! I promise you they worth your loading time)

Back to Janis Joplin story, as for my dad, if you don't want at least (I repeat 'at least') 2 hours lectures about story and history of Janis Joplin then don't bother to ask. My old man love this lady too much, he can stop talking about her, dancing ( making a very weird move to be precise) over her song, or just sitting in his big old leather chair while closing deep of his eyes and listening to her song, like he was taken to another place. He even don't allow me listening to her song in my music player, he said Janis Joplin song must be played in the right way and that means only with his high end audio amplifier audiophile with all that strange bulb and everything. He said that this is the real way to listening the real music. I once asked my dad how such a genius have to had a tragic ending and he answer with slightly teary eyes (I swear it was teary!) it just to show us that even genius makes mistake.

My sister told me every time I cried when I was a baby my dad will played Janis Joplin song "cry baby" and suddenly I would stop crying, so it can be said, Janis sang my lullaby (in my opinion it got something to do with me already heard her song since I'm still in the womb, probably her voice is something familiar for me) and for that I can't stop thinking how blessed I am, that I have dad who introduced me to her and her song, her emotion in every each of her song, oh my God the soul and emotion in every of her song in so unbearable. She sang "piece of my heart" like no others and trust me there's no other singer who can sing that song better than her, not in a gazillion years! not even an inch close! Her cracked and rough voice somehow just eat your soul alive, you can feel the soul, the depth of emotion she's put into her song in every piece of your bones. seriously is hard to describe.

You know when you heard a song and it's just like gone deep deep (to deep!) through your heart, like you feel the pain, like you want to cry with her? like your heart is beating faster and suddenly you got goosebumps all over? She done that to me, listen to her "to love somebody" song somehow makes me feel the heartache of loving someone and that's strange since I never falling in love to anybody yet. Oh my God! now I sounds just like my dad! But seriously she's genius. I desperately thinks I was born in wrong era, seriously I think I am.

And speaking of which since I love this lady so much, I would love to make a tribute for her. But since you know I'm suck at singing, I'll done it in something I know, well of course her fashion style. Janis always has this free soul look and style, so this is something I imagine she probably will wear, what you guys think? Do I nailed this hippies look? do I ? do I?

hat : a gift

glasses : a gift

shirt : topshop

outerwear : my sister old blazer

jeans : www.sears.com

boots : promod

eye ball necklaces : shamanistic

random bangles ( f21, mango, etc)

"...to be true to myself, to be the person that was on the inside of me, and not play games. That's what I'm trying to do mostly in the whole world, is to not bullshit myself and not bullshit anybody else." - Janis Joplin

dress : my sister old dress

faux fur vest : Zara kids

blue sweater : Little Nuh

(This is actually one of my favorite top from Little Nuh 2nd collection)

pants : Zara kids

I'm one of those regular weird people

- Janis Joplin

purple shirt : studio

long orange outerwear : DIY stuff

faux fur vest : Zara kids

brown belt : my dad christian dior tie ( yes I'm so dead)

pants : levis

Speaking of which talking about born in wrong era, if it's related to music, yes I consider myself born in wrong time. BUT ( yes it's a big but) related to technology and modern things well not so much. Yes called me a geek, but I can't live without technology ( I always wondering how on earth do people lived when there's no internet and cellphones? tell me how? I just clueless how they survived back then). And yes one of the most important things that I love is cellphone, I just can't live without my cellphone! And I must admit I got all excited when it comes to the new technology and everything. So when I know Nokia is giving me their newest Nokia N9 I'm beyond excited! they even let me have it before it's officially launched! how cool is that? it's like I just got an early birthday gift! super happy! I remember my very first cellphone was Nokia and do you know I still kept it until now. When they offer me the first thing I do is google about it, and I'm in love in an instant with the look. They say that this Nokia N9 market is young generation and stylish, well they done a great job with the design, J'adore! And when I hold and see it alive I love it even more, I just love phone that feels right in your hand, and it does! and I love love love all the application! they have this cool application to download song for free and it's all legal! Ay caramba! and how everything is only swipe away! and the most important thing of course the camera, ehem since they use carl zeiss lens I don't have to say anything anymore, I love how everything is crystal clear like having camera that can you use as a cellphone! So I spending a whole day learning about this Nokia N9, I amaze with the built in GPS and the quality of the sound and video! and the best part from all of it is that I can use it as walking wi fi! how cool is that?! oh the only thing I found missing is that snake game! I'm so good at snake games! Now I want to say thank you sooo much Nokia for the early birthday gift! love it sooo much!

And writing this post just now just reminds me I have a photo of my dad when he was young and since this post related to him, I guess there's no harm putting this old picture of him here. (if someday you found it missing, then that means I take it down because you what, right? hehehe) Hohoho but I hope he don't mind. So here's ladies and gentlemen my dad. I've been told so many times by my dad friends that I do remind them of my dad when he was young, we speak alike, we move alike. Well they don't know we even heard the same music. hehehe. so do we alike?

And by the way I think I have to go to world record, I guess I just break my own record for the longest blogpost ever made, hahahaha. Have a great weekend everybody! Ciao!

Nikicio fashion show!

2011-10-17T17:22:00.008+07:00

How's your Monday everyone? I hope Monday treat you nice today. Ugh I just got back from school ( oh yeah it's 05.00 PM!) just done cleaning myself up, and here I am start to post a new blog post! this post dedicated to kak Nina Nikicio, which is as you all might known as a super designer from Nikicio, and I always one of Nikicio fans. Nikicio for me, is one of brand who already found their signature style, which is for me look rebel, and screaming effortlesly cool, twisted and edgy. In my mind Nickicio lovers is they who love to fooling around, they who enjoying life and having so much fun and really knows how to have fun, but yet really independent person. Yes, you can tell all that just by looking the collection, and it's all done by magic mind of kak Nina. J'adore!

The moment kak Nina invited me to her Nikicio mixté vol 07 , I know I should come, no matter what, and thanks God the show is held on the weekend, so there's no reason for me not to come. I was asking my sister to come along (well this is never an easy task) and maybe a fairy of goodluck was on my side me, she said yes in an instant because one of her bestfriends will be running on Nikicio runway that day, and my cousin and her friend is would love to come to, so everything is solved! I'm positive to go! yeaay!

And for the show, all I can say is, I LOVE IT! the collection, I keep thinking "I want that one!" .. "and oh that one too!" .."waiiit that would look perfect with my jeans" "Oh God no! that one too!" - yes, I'm going crazy! ohh.. sitting in the front row make you can see the collection clearly and it makes you wanting them even more! ugh. Other things that I love is the models, the music (for me the choice of music for the runway is super important! it gives you vibe of the show, and the music is perfect) love love the ambience too! the place ( who's not falling in love with the goods? you will love the place the minute you enter it) the people who come, everything it's all wrapped perfectly, and from the look of other people I saw that night I might say, everyone has a really great time as I am.

And all the people are super nice! I just don't understand why people keep telling me that everyone is so cruel in fashion world, but in my opinion it's nothing but a myths, I've been to several fashion show and all the people are super nice, I swear to you. And oh, thank you for all of you who greeted and asking to take my pictures or take a pictures with me that day, it's a really nice feeling when someone say hi to you. Super sorry if I look clumsy and shy, because I am a very shy person. hehehe. Ugh now I can't wait for another fashion show by kak Nina!

And here's some of pictures that day, taken by my sister ( thank God I can forced her to bring her camera that day, hehehe)

AY CARAMBAAA!!! I WANT IT ALL!!!

with kak Nina Nikicio :)

kak Inez, me , kak Nini

I love this snapshot photo!

this telephone box somehow fits perfectly with my outfit, right?

Last but not least, thank you for kak Nina Nikicio, for having me :) and thank you to Chris, and also kak Hafiz Akbar, my sister, kak Inez, kak Zico Halim and everyone else there who give me such a fun day! *kisses!!!

I'm a warrior

2011-09-11T16:03:00.007+07:00

So just like I promise in my post before, in this post I’m gonna talk about me, and my 3 years of blogging! 3 years! Whoaaa! Crazy eh? It feels like just yesterday. Seriously it really is. (note yourself this gonna be long and emotional post, hehehe)

I never think how far this simple blog can take me, I never tought that three years since that first post I will have three thousand and more readers, who ? me? Three thousand? Really? Seriously? Just so you know one of the reason I made this blog is because I don’t have any friend to talk to, and now here I am with you my three thousand readers. I am blessed, so blessed. Thank you, seriously thank you. And forgive my bad habbit, I know I neglected this blog so many times, but really blogging is like painting for me, I need the right mood, the right moment. And trust me I wish I can update my blog as many as I can, but with school and everything that thing is not quite possible right now. So, My salute goes to those bloggers who can always update their blog, because I know it ain’t easy. Ain’t easy at all. Once more, please forgive me, but I only blog when I want to, not because I have to. Period.

I read your emails, messages, direct messages, tweets, every single one, I swear I do, but I’m sorry if I’m not reply most of it, I wish I can, I do not mean to brag or anything, but I got so many and I just don’t know where to start. Or sometimes I’m busy crying because I’m so moved by your letter, so many letter flattering me too much, many times I feel I do not deserve it. I’m just weird kid, a very shy one.

One time someone asked me, until when you will continue your blog? I answered “until is not fun anymore” because for me my blog is one my playground where I can write anything I want, I can post everything I want. I’ve been asked about 5 times to make something what so called ‘professional’ blog it’s not like sending me products to wear, but they will have control of how many times I have to blog and the contain of my post , which means I will be told what to write and what to wear. I said no in an instant and oh yeah I will get some kaching , but uh no thanks. It’s sounds cool, but it sounds not fun. If you want to write something, just make your own blog, don’t use mine.

Other offer I’ve got, to fix the layout of my blog so it have more (again) professional look. Hey, I like it this way, I made it with full of struggle, hair is everywhere because I’m pulling them off because of frustrated with those html code who makes my head feels like spinning ( you know I’m just being drama queen right?) hahaha. Oh me and my tiny brain. So no matter how I wish I have that clean look blog, if I can’t make it my own, it’s better this way. The way I like it. So if one day you see my blog with cool layout it means I just raised my html skill ( which is seems like a dream right now). I’m a bit traumatized. Hehehe.

If I was asked what the best thing that my blog gave me, I will answer : I’ve a lot of new experiences! And oh my, I even just being on the list 10 of the most influential kid and teen blogger ! along with so many cool people, you can read it in here I even have my own brand called Little Nuh , I’ve been told that I also inspire some people to start they own blog, that just so wow! And ehm of course free stuff hehehe…

And top of all that, this blog gave me new friends! I have 3000 more new friends, and for me that is something unbelieveable! Me the one who start this blog because I feel so lonely. Ugh I love you all my new friends! The funny thing is one of my old friends message me, that someone telling her that now I’m change, now I become snob and don’t want to be friends anymore. Well all I can say to her. I do not change, even a bit. I never do, you the one who change, somehow now she’s calling me a friend while back then you don’t even want have nothing to do with. Since when we were friends? Seriously since when? I know who my old friend was, and you are not one of them. You never were. Ah drama. So there there my so called old friends. But if you happen want to be my friends now, I'll accept it with open arms, but please don't making up stories about me, that just won't do.

Friends are those rare people who ask how you are and then wait for the answer.
~Author Unknown

A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out.
~Grace Pulpit

A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked.
~Author Unknown

There’s some low moment in my blog life, when people doubt me, when people say I‘m not pretty, when people say I’m too mature and all that. Sometimes I have to admit that it did bring me down, but do you know what makes me still want to go on and continue blogging without thinking about that negative comment? The answer is your emails! Your messages, your comment, your tweet, your everything! So many letter that makes me a stronger person, and thousand thank you and kisses for that! So if one day I stop blogging it will never gonna because negative comment or those negative person. Don’t worry I’m a warrior. You guys make me one, remember?

Courage, above all things, is the first quality of a warrior.
Karl Von Clausewitz

So here’s one of email who makes me break down in tears, this is letter is from Marc due to respons of this post I'm a creep. So, do I creeped you out? Thank you Marc.

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----- Original Message ----
From: Marc A. Wilms <m.a.wilms@brainmovers.com>
To: evitanuh@yahoo.com
Sent: Fri, November 12, 2010 5:33:36 AM
Subject: your blog

Hi Evita!

I'm following your blog from time to time, I guess I don't have to say, how
impressed I am.

But today, I'm a little sad. I know, your love your dad, so don't misunderstand
me, please.

And I also know about the horror and the pain of the people in Indonesia, this
is nothing to be ignored.

And I guess, your thoughts was with the victims as long as you heard from the
things happened there.

So, my point: it is ok to party, also ok to have new dresses... the world we're
living in is full of bad things, everyday bad things happens to people all over
the world.

You are not responsible for any harm happening on this planet, you're giving
people a few good minutes reading and watching your blog.

So, these little things you're doing are you way to make the world a better
place right now.

Maybe, when you're older, finished school and maybe university, you'll work in a
position to make this world a real better place. And even if it is fashion,
something to let feel people better, than it will be your way.

But don't let these sad thoughts overwhelm you.

I respect your dad, I expect you're loving him forever (even when you think
about shooting him to the moon from time to time :) )... but he was not right
telling you his pain in this way.

So I hope, you'll enjoy your life again, noone will be better if you're not
doing this.

And I'm not sure, if I should like your black phase or not ... but it looks
amazing. And if I had to choose, I would vote for these last two dresses (maybe
called 'Addams family style') :) .

Best greetings from Germany!

Marc A.

-- Marc A. Wilms

worldwide personal training - coaching - supervision

Belvederestr. 23
50933 Cologne
Germany

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And this not gonna be a perfect post without pictures right, so here another many pictures of moi,(after three years with me, I hope you all get used to of my habbit posting hundreds of thousand pictures hehehe)

Neclaces : I cute gift from Nefertiti Jewels

Blue dress : Anez

Bracelet : Massimo dutti

Rings : It's so many I couldn't remember hehehe

Sandals : melissa jelly shoes

So that’s all I guess, I have to go now, I have to call people from The world of record t register this post as the longest blog post ever made. Seriously. ……..Hahahaha no no just kidding. No seriosly.

And oh for you who lived in Italy, there’s a 1 page article of me in Grazia Italy magazine on August issue (on Junior section) do get it! Hehehe. Kisses!

I'm alive!

2011-09-06T20:12:00.003+07:00

Holla everybody, yes I'm not dead or anything (shocking right?) I was actually abducted by alien and they kept me from two month and they was threaten me not to blogged for some unexplained reason. ( this is maybe the most ridiculous reasons someone can give, but I can’t find other reason for my missing, hehehe) So yeah I’m pretty much alive, the real reason for my missing is I’m really really freaking busy, cliche right? But I’m swear that’s true. I just starting my Junior High school life, and it’s not that easy to adapt with new enviroment. I’m struggling here. Homeworks, exams and everything is killing me, and I’m not getting better with my time management . sigh. So super sorry! *teary eyes. So what do I miss? Hmm let’s see…. Happy Independece Day for my country! ( we’ve got so much to fix ,I know, but I’m sure someday we’ll get there ) and Happy Eid Mubarak! Please forgive my mistakes, I have a lot.

And ohI just realize something, it’s been 3 years since I start blogging! Cool eh? Three years!!! So many things happen in these past three years. It’s funny, in one of interview I’ve been asked, ‘how does is it feels like to be you? There’s so many people watched you grow, how does it feels like?’ seriously I never thought about that, and now I realized about it, many of my reader watch how I grow, and it’s scared the hell out of me. Seriously. Ahh… More bla bla about my 3 years of blogging in next blog post. I promise it will be fast!

So for now I will share some of my pictures when I was invited by kak Iwet Ramadhan, he’s the owner of TikShirt and I adore him and the way of his thinking. He loves Batik so much and try to make Batik more wearable for young generation and from what I see, his done a great job. I love how he make colorfull batik, with such a fun pattern. Instant love! I couldn’t be more proud! So it was instant yes, when he invited me to come to Tikshirt birthday event. God knows it’s a rare moment that I said yes in a second to any invitation, but this time is different! I can make my own batik! I’m so excited.

The event turn out to be so much fun! Super fun! Everybody laughing and smiling. And there's Mrs Indra ( e very beutiful and elegant lady) who explained to us about batik! Buuuuut about made my own Batik it’s sooooo soooo hard! It ain’t easy at all. Note this : ain’t easy at all! I’m quite perfectionist and it’s making my heart cry everytime I dropped a stain in my handkerchief ( we made a batik handkerchief) so this is a big note, if you buy any batik please please don’t bargain to low, it’s hard to make, and trust me it’s not only need a high skill and patience to make it. It need love, and you already know that love is priceless right? And for kak Iwet and kak Nasta thank you so much for having me! (and that oh-my-good-delicious chocolate cake)

So like always, pictures speaks a thousand words so here’s my thousand words!

just arrived,so please mind my - just wake up face

the game is on, hehehehe....

Did i forget to mention I met super cool kak Ario Achda and super fierce kak Cindy there?

just want to show how cute the back side of my dress, hehehe many people said that I my dress is so cute *blushing!

Dress : Little Nuh (one of my favorite dress from Little Nuh)
Necklace : Marc Jacobs (colab with maripol) spike necklace
Gold gladiator sandals : mellisa jelly shoes
Blue bag : louis vuitton

PS : please mind the low quality of the photos, my sister took the pictures with my camera, and it’s clearly that she doesn’t know how to use it. Sigh.

another PS : I was in 2 whole page at girls magazine! go get it! hehehe and read my interview with the blanc notes in here

If the world was perfect, it wouldn't be ~ Yogi Berra

2011-06-14T04:34:00.011+07:00

People keep saying the same thing to me ( well not everyone, but many people... ) they said I probably grow older than my age or saying things like.. I must be lost my childhood life. All I want to say is, I can only answer that question with asking them back ... please define "childhood life" to me first. Because I don't really know how childhood really means or suppose to be, so I don't really know do I have it or lost it.

To me I am normal, I go to school like every other kids, I do my homework and hate it just like every other kids ( and always think whoever made the first idea to give student homeworks is making the worst idea. ever! I swear ever!) I playing kites (on certain season), I playing hide and seek, I playing soccer ball ( and quite good at it. ehem.), I have friends, I have enemies, I have to go to bed at 9 pm ( or 10 when my daddy feeling generous), I begging to stay late so I can play with my computer a little bit longer, I play my playstation like crazy and breaks the remotes twice, I later on forget and abandon my playstation when the world welcoming wii and again just like every other kids. I snuggle with my sisters and with my daddy, we play tickle and I always blow the game.I watch cartoons, I'm in love with Shaun the sheep. I play bubblebath until my fingers got wrinkled and my lips turn blue and never gonna finish my bath until someone force me to. so tell do I lost it? my childhood?

When someone email about her concern I asked her back,how you imagine my life exactly? and I began to asked is that how people thinking how my life is? well that's just ain't right. She said she imagine I choose fashion tv more than kids channel, I go to fashion show everyday and not playing with kids my age and other things... Well this may shock you, but I'm nothing like that at all. Yes I love fashion, but is that make me older than my age? I don't know. maybe yes but maybe not. Is it really true loving beautiful clothes makes me older? I don't really think so. All I can say is most people who meet me in real person said the same things, that they never expected me to be this 'normal kid' they thought I'll be this 'cool' kid, well cool maybe something I'm certainly not. I'm really shy but I can't stop talking to people I know. I'm as normal as it can be. well at least for me. If that is true that I grew older than I should, well I can only accept that, nobody's perfect right? and this quote is so true

If God had wanted me otherwise, God would have created me otherwise.
~Johann von Goethe

So like it or not this is me, too mature or not it is me.

If I am not for myself, who will be? ~Pirke Avoth

What makes me different is probably only what excites me, not like my friends beautiful clothes is the one thing that makes blood rushing to my brain, I shade a tears when I see unbelieveable beautiful clothes simply because the talent whoever made it amazed me. It's weird I know, but is that make me older than my age? I don't think so. And I just don't understand why there's people who correcting other people, like being different is somekind of sin, it's not. World wouldn't be a fun place if everyone thinks and acts the same, it would be simply boring. Why people judging others was weird just because they don't think or act like most of people? when we all know nobody's is the same.

I do not need anyone's permission to be my true self. - Jonathan Lockwood Huie

Some said I always look cold in my photos and that makes me look more mature too, well I don't know, to me every piece of clothes have a soul in it, and I just play the character the clothes brought to me, and moreover I don't like faking a smile or I can't faking it is the right word, so if you see me smiling in my photos I guarantee it's not a fake smile just for photos sake. But don't worry in my real life I smile a bit too much, I'm so fun and jolly you know? (only when I get to know you thou... other than that I'm a very shy person) I'll show you how silly and jolly I am, and yes pictures speaks a thousand words so here it is...

red coat : mini boden
white t-shirt : zara kids
pants : max azria
scarf : vintage
tights : gap kids
shoes : converse
hat : gift :)

Photos taken by : Lillebitte Photography
you can check the complete pictures in my facebook page

And oh! my Little Nuh website is still on the making ( so excited!!!) in a meanwhile please follow Little Nuh twitter @Little_nuh I'm gonna tweet about the update and everything related with Little Nuh there

Good Night people!!!

my soul sister

2011-05-23T15:14:00.006+07:00

I was always feel blessed because I have two amazing sisters that loves me no matter what, teach me everything I need to know or I should know, bought me nice things even thou I don't ask for it and many other things that makes me feel I am loved. So if many people say I'm a lucky kid I won't say I'm not. I am lucky. Thank you God.

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities. She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway. She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark. She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink. Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child. ~Barbara Alpert

And if you think I couldn't be any luckier than that, you were wrong, because I am. Through my blog I met new people, many new people, we meet personally or only through the wire. And from so many there's soe who some who I make a connection with. They who I envy for their talents. Been many times I was asked who's your inspiration and I answered "I got so many" and I can sure you that they were included in that 'so many' list. I was blessed through my blog I can be friends with these girls who I can proudly called as a sisters, for me they were a sisters too, because they do what my sisters do. They inspired me, teach me something I don't know before each in many different way. Maybe they don't know this, but they were one of the best things that my blog gave me. I got myself new sisters, a soul sisters. what more can I ask?

And I present you my soul sisters, they don't even know I wrote this, so I hope this would supprise them in a happy way. Here we go, I write the list is in no particular order.. lets roll...

Dylan Sada
It's hard to not love her, have been her admirer since like forever. I remember this one day when she sent me message through facebook, I was blown away. Her short message just brighten my mood for a week ehm I guess a month ! She's cool in every possible way, she's a great singer plus songwriter, there's this song from one of tv commercial and I got shiver whenever I heard it, and later on I know she's the one who sing it. crazy. She's one hell of super cool photographer too! you can check some of her work in here did I mention she's a model too? not yet? ok she's a model too! hope one day I can take her picture, geez how can someone have so many talent, ain't the world so unfair? I love her, that's why I'm so speechless when she made a note in her facebook about me, and the title is Little Muse, how on earth is that possible, you're my Muse kak Dylan. Yes you.

Zee Avi
I'm in love with her! period. no explanation needed. Go to her web and you will find out why. You'll be falling in love too, trust me! If God ask me question "if you born again who's voice do you want to exchange with your voice?" I don't even have to think twice I'll asked for her voice! This young lady from Malaysia is bloody talented! I play her song over and over again and never got bored. I somehow addicted to her voice. Through once in a while chit chat on twitter I found out that not only her she has the sweetest voice she also such a sweetheart in person. Can't wait for a day when she will perform in Jakarta!

Upi
I once thought that a cool mother is just a myth, you heard it somewhere but there's no proof that it's really exist, just like a story of moster loch ness, there's like a thousand people who said they saw it, but no one can prove it. But this one cool lady prove me wrong. A cool mom does exist. She one rock and roll mommy! and to put more coolness in her, she works as a director! one hell of a job isn't? she prove that women can be a great director too! But the side of her that I love the most, is her mother side, I often cried when I read her blog, esp. her post about hes son that she called Little Monster, you can feel love beaming in her writing. Rumors has it, I don't have mother figure in my house, so through her blog I know now how mother really feel. Love you kak Ups, keep rocking! It's nice to know you and always love our chit chat on twitter!

Tatiana Romanova
Envy. yes I envy her. Her drawing skill is mad as hell! As you might know I'm quite into beautiful quirky and dark thing and her drawing have it all! In love with her work since the first time I saw it. So when she made a draw of me I'm speechless, love it to death. Always been and always have been a fans of her work, Whenever I open her blog I always ready to be surprised by her new work every single time. And she done a good job of surprising me! Keep suprising me kak! and can't wait for your another drawing of me, hehehehe....

Slanelle
A very beautiful young lady from French, always adore her sweet style. We chat quite often through Twitter and email and she always been such a sweetheart. Her looks is always inspired me, I just love how she mixed and match everything and not being overrated! And oh she's also the fashion editor of www.hypeed.com I know for sure that wasn't an easy job hat's down! Can't wait for a day when I can finally visit french and meet you and other cool ladies from French. such as Andrea and Sandy from Paris Most Wanted! It's already playing in my mind how cool to stroll around town with you guys. That would be one of a dream come true!

Soul sister is :
a) A female who fully understands you, like a sister, but with no blood relations.
b) She is your soulmate, but with no sexual feelings at all.
c) Some one who's soul and yours are so close, its like your sisters.

So there you go, the list of my 5 wonders hope they can inspire you as much as they inspired me. I can assure you that there's so many other people in my list, but too bad it's not enough time in this world to mention them one by one, so I start first with this 5 ladies. Hope in the future I can meet many more my soul sisters and I'm quite sure I will. Next I probably gonna make list of some of boys or man who inspired me as much as this ladies! *kisses to you all!

*all pictures taken from they web or facebook or google, hope they don't mind hehehe...

LITTLE NUH

2011-04-04T23:35:00.007+07:00

Hey I'm back!!! Super sorry for being missing for like hundred of years, it's been an exams month, so it's kindda crazy month for me. But now I'm officially back in the hood and ready to introduce you to my and my cousin's brand! yes I'm talking about LITTLE NUH! yihaaaa!!! For you who already had and even sent me a lot of good luck wishes, ( if you follow my twitter there's no chance you haven't know about this, I tweet this news alot!) what can I say? ough (*wipe a tears) you guys are the best! it means alot! really alot!

Do you know there's always this moment when I doubted myself, I hesitated, feel scared and all of sudden got myself feels so insecured, and whoozzz it's all gone just by reading your tweets, comments and everything! God, it's the best mood booster ever! But honestly no matter how confidence I am, that bad thoughts is somehow find their way to slipped inside my mind. I got scared sometimes and the thing that I fear the most is if somehow I letting you guys down, God I hope that's not happen. It's been my nightmare for several night. Arrghh...

I've lived for 12 years in this world, yes only 12 years old , even most of my dad stuff is way older than me, like his gramophone, his vynils, his old radio, his old bike, and other old things my daddy's have. Thinking about that makes me realize how young I am and how there's so many things I don't know about. And I know about fashion is only like what? 5? 6 ? years ago. So this bad thoughts come often, who the hell am I? just 12 and have nerve to make this project? Who am I kidding here?

But knowing there's so many of you that have faith in me, I began to have faith in myself. And I won't say I have the greatest fashion taste, because I don't , but I do know that I love what I wear, and I trust my guts. I have guts that even thou I'm younger than most of other designer, even my knowledge about fashion is like a dust compare to them, even I know nothing about technical (crazy) sewing things but I trust myself that I can make something good, simply because all I want is to make something nice, something beautiful and something comfy for you to wear. Something that I'm dying to wear too. Because all I want is that thrilled feeling knowing someone out there will wear something that I design, it's make me crazy (in happy way) just to imagine it. Please keep your faith in me, because I desperately need that.

and thank God I'm surely in a very good hand, my partner which is also my cousin ( you can see her collection in this post ) is have a very cool talent and I trust her so very much. So cool, sometimes I feel so bad because beside skecthing design she have to be the one who's working on the hard and frustating work ( production, tehnical sewing things and other thing that I don't even understand... ughh ) hehehe but really in mean time all I can do is designing, and making some sketchs but I'm start learning now ( wish me luck on this... hehehe)

So yeah now I'm trying to convinsing myself that everything is gonna be alright, that my worry is normal for everyone who just start something this big ( it is right?) and have you heard this quote? " A lone amateur built the Ark, while a team of proffesionals built the titanic" What great coincidence my last name is Nuh, and it was a Nuh Ark, cool aight? hehehe. And now like a promise, I'll present you some of Little Nuh design, this definitely not all, there's still a lot more, but you have to check it yourself at The Goods Dept. Store at Plaza Indonesia on 4th floor. So here it is, I hope you like it! *kisses!

And because I've been asked so many time to show my room, to redeem my mistake for being M.I.A ( Missing In Action) last month, I will show you some part of my room, well it's more like my working room aka my sanctuary. But so you know it's not a very special room, my room is just like others room, I try to keep it simple and also I've got everything I need in it.

ugh please mind my sleepy look, and sorry about the focus, I'm using tripod for this photos, so yeah ... the photos are ... ( you finish it ) hehehehe

hehehe some of new hat I recently got, the boater and english hat is sent all over the way from France, merci! :)

got this 5 wonders even thou I haven't got the chance to wear it, but I love it love it love it. thank you!! the shoes is from : Kulkith , Decimal Shoes, Loic Loic , shoeizme, flats for Jade (from left - right)

loving my new bag! from Mooze , it's not easy when they ask me to pick the bag from their website I want it all! but I'm falling in love with this one :)

Annnnd for all the drawing lovers, ilustrators, designers all of you, don't tell me I don't warn you, this picture below will cause you drolling over, hehehe yes I'm quite proud with my drawing tools collection, I open some for you, and the rest you can check it out at my facebook album :) in case your courious, but I already warned you, okay. hehehe...

And oh because there's too many photos, I only out some in here, for the whole photos you can it in my facebook album in here. Ciao friends! see you on next post! *kisses!!! good night! don't let the bug bite!

A BIG NEWS!

2011-03-27T19:28:00.005+07:00

In some number of interview I’ve been asked the same question, and if my little brain (with bad memory) is not mistaken, my answer to that question is might be inconstant, that’s not because I’m an inconsistent person, but simply because I don’t really know the real answer yet. So I’m just guessing and mumbling around. That question is my friend is, ‘What is your dream ?’ or ‘What do you want to be when you grow up? ‘ I’m only 12 and that question for me is like 10 years too early to be asked. How can I tell ? I have no idea, the only thing in my mind, whatever I became nonetheless it must keep me still as a good person, whatever it might be, it will make my daddy, sisters and my family proud.

As simple as that. and how do I decide what I want to be when I’m in twenties? It’s just not make sense the 12 years old me, making decision for twenties me? Because in my mind my twenties must be smarter and wiser than 12 me, so let her choose what she want to be. Do you think like that too? Or it’s just me?

Maybe I already said it in my other post (or tweet?) in my family my dad has this motto ‘’ You want it ? Work for it! ‘’ and he is serious about that. Of course our needs totally on my father, but I’m talking about things that they want, not they need. I saw my sisters working their ass of on this project, on that project and many other projects since they were in high school, yes they making their own money. I want that, yes I really want that. I’m so proud that my sisters is not just sitting around burning my fathers money (not literally… yeah you know what I mean right?) make me more woow-ed because actually they know they can.

Well of course I’m different, I’m still a kid and as the youngest child most of the time ( I must admit) I always got what I want, if it’s not from my dad then it’s from my sisters. My dad also said that his motto it’s not valid for me YET. He said I’m still too young, and like my sisters that motto will start to be valid when I’m in high school. But as far as I can remember, I always dying to start to make my own money, well my motto is the sooner the better. Right? Is it normal? Please tell me it’s normal. Hehehe.

I only want to working on something I love. Period. I do believe everything will be much more better, much much more splendid if you put some love into it. So when this opportunity come to me there’s no way I said no. ( Yes here comes the good news I mention before in my twitter) That opportunity my friends, is to start my own brand, yes my own clothing line. Do you remember my cousin from my last post? I’ll be working with her! It’s funtastic! ( yes you read it right, FUN + FANTASTIC! Hehehe) The days that I’m crazy to find something I can only imagine on the shop is finally over, now if I want to wear something I can make it, I can wear it, and you can wear it! Crazy right? as 12 me, I want to when I'm in my twenties I will look back and dying to have a time machine so the twenties me can say the greatest thanks to 12 me for making her journey is easier. I really hope someday when I look back there's nothing to regret for. I crossed my fingers!

There are like hundreds email who asked me to help them shopping, help them decide what to wear, I’m dying to help, really really do. So with this I’m practically dressing you up right? Hehehe. It’s all I can wish for to design clothes for girls my age, because I do know, we don’t have alot options. Were too old wearing that cartoon’s shirt and were too young wearing those teenagers clothes, it really is frustating. That’s why I’m so excited with this project, I even called my clothes as my babies, and I hope you will love my babies as much as I do! ( but don't worry , the size is quite big, it for 9 - 15 / 17 years old ) I promise I will tell more about it on my next post along with some designs! (pinky promise!) And if movie has something called triller I’ve got something called teaser, so here’s my design teaser for you :D wish me a very good luck okay?! hehehe

CLICK : LITTLE NUH

What a post without outfit post right? Hehehe here’s for some people who asked do I wear clothes in my blog on my daily life? Well most of it yes ( Why do I bought it if I’m not wearing it? Hehehe) but the crazy ones, nah’. But I do wear this in my daily life. So here it is, this time I’m out of my shell (not in my studio or green field near my house) And oh, tomorrow is Monday already, don’t let bad mood catch you! *kisses yawl!! (as always there's gonna be a lots of pictures!)

All pictures are courtesy of LILLEBITTE Photography

Hat : gift
green coat : mini boden
flowery and white shirt : zara kids
flowery scarf : zara kids
blue shawl : GAP
belt :zara kids
short pants: old navy
polkadot tights : kate spade
shoes : sepatu lukis spotlight
( it's hand painted shoes! love it so much!)

It's in my blood. Yes in my blood

2011-03-07T20:21:00.010+07:00

Hello people! yeah I'm back by public demand... Hehehe yes I guess I'm the winner of bad blogger award ( or at least nominated for that category) so I would like to thanks to... my crazy exams, my try out schedule because without you guys there's no chance I could got this award ( hahaha... still got that Oscar fever ) Okay! I'll stop jocking around... hehehe

Soooo yesterday, 6th March is my sister birthday! Kak Cheche! Happy birthday!!! tsk, you knew already that you, papa and kak Nini means the world to me , so there's nothing that can make happy than seeing you happy, this is not just talking, I really mean it. If I have a singing skill I will singing this song for you, but since my voice is like a quacking duck so I will take some words from the song for you, it's a song by Lee Ann Womack, this is my wishes for you, here it goes :

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder. You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger. May you never take one single breath for granted. God forbid love ever leave you empty handed. I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean. Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens. Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance.

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance. Never settle for the path of least resistance. Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking. Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making. Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter. When you come close to selling out reconsider.Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance . I hope you dance.

So this post is dedicated for my sister, and I'll tell her a glimpse of her you might want to know ( because it seems that some of you always curious about my sisters) so I'll try to describe her as good as I can. Her full name is Ferani Taskia Kirana I call her kak Cheche. she's the middle child in my family, and I believe talent is her middle name, oh my! she's full of talent ( yeah I envy her) sometimes is so hard for me to catching her up, I have to run fast or I'll be far behind. Her drawing skill is mad, her photography skill is mad, not forget to mention her editing skill ( she's already working in Axioo Photography (one of the best wedding photography in my country) as photo editor even before she graduate. She go abroad by herself, no need any money from my daddy, and not just that she also flew to other town to be a judge for national photography competition along with marvelous maestro photographer Arbain Rambey and she's doing all that when she's still 20 years old. Ugh.

She's also my teacher ( no she might not the one who take my pictures, my other sister who took it, I'll tell about her in some other time, and when she give me the permission, hehehe) but she's the one who thought me about photography, drawing and everything. Yes she's all that, but for me the best part of her is that she loves me, I know she did, she show it in her own way. She might never say it because I know she's not a type that can saying I love you out loud. But it's love, you don't have to say it. Because I can feel it alright. So I hope you can feel that I love you too kak! *a thousand wet kisses! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! stay cool!

So this is her : ( and oh, yes two sister is so different just like day and night, one is so warm and cheerful and the other one is so quite and cold, and me? I'm mixed up. hehehe so you might guess which sister kak Cheche is, the cold or the warm one?

and this is some of her hand drawings back in college, too bad she's not drawing anymore...

I know you all going to say... whaaat no outfit post??! after one month?! okay okay.. lets calm down and take a deep deep breath. There's nothing to be worry about, because I will post an outfit today! yeeeaaayy meee!!!! hehehehe

Take a look at my post title above, I'll tell you the reason behind that title. Many people asked me, where do I got my fashion skill ( still wondering thou, what fashion skill??! hehehe) and why I'm in love with fashion in my very young age? well in poetic way I'll say love have no age limit, but in serious matter I'll say : It's in my blood, yes in my blood. I don't know how and why, I just do.

So it's a benefit from having two older sisters I have so many fashion magazine to read, and they fashion spread are mad! insane! so classy, beautiful and everything. I love every single page of it, always wondering how to make such a beautiful piece of art, ah I mean clothes. I almost think there's some magic tricks behind it. So many couture playing in every single page of it, clothes that I can only imagine about. There so many piece that captivated me, but there is one piece of couture that I'm drolling over, and just like want to tease me it keep showing out in many magazine that I read, yes that one piece of couture ( I don't even know what it's called , cape? cropped blazer? what?) I don't even bother to look the price ( yeah you all know it will say : price under request) which means it might be millions! I don't even bother to ask my dad, he will only laugh. I bet he will.

But something are just meant to be my friend, so one day my sister come home and she show me this clothes catalog ( I love clothes catalog) and I'm going gaga! it's that cape catalog!!! yes exactly the one! not look like, not inspired by. it's the one! along with other collection. But what a bad luck, no price is written. I asked my sister is she might know how much that collection is, and her answer is a thunder in the middle of the day. A THUNDER! A BIG ONE! she said "I'm not sure, sure it's expensive, I'll ask kak Ines if you so curious" kak Ines is one of my cousin her real name is Shahnaz Soraya but I call her kak Ines she's in fashion design major, I heard that she also won the best jury in her final collection graduation from Esmod. cool right? . so I asked again "how kak Ines knows about the price?" and another thunder strikes a BIGGER ONE! "because she made it, it's her brand" I'm faint.

I'm begging my sister to call kak Ines. I want it sooooo freakin baaaad!!! I have to wear it! I need to see it! my skin need to touch it! or at least smell it. Seriously. So over the phone I asked kak Ines, and oh well. take a deep breath fellas. She said yes!!! that cape and other collection!!! see something are just meant to be. Just like me and that cape. we are made for each other.

Like that's not even enough, when I get the clothes it's also with the accessories, kak Ines is collaborated with G.H.O.S.T to make accessories for her collection. It's crazy right? ( I always in loooove with G.H.O.S.T !! always!) so now I can check one of my dream list. it's said : "wearing futuristic couture" check! hehehe. So you all might seen this piece in many high fashion magazine, and now I wearing it! cool right? ahh couture...

after some thinking, I made a conclusion why I love fashion? with me, kak Ines and other family member that I know also have big love for fashion. I maybe can say, It's in my blood. Yes in my blood. Thank you kak Ines, you just made one of my dream come true! you got yourself a thousand wet kisses too! Hehehehe.

so ready guys?!!

all clothes are Nez

all accessories are G.H.O.S.T

boots are from ZARA

I'm the luckiest kid in town or what? It's night already, I have to go to bed, see you next month, err just kidding! I mean next post! hehehe. Night all! kiss kiss!

not my forte

2011-01-21T17:27:00.008+07:00

It's Saturday already! Yeeeaah! don't you all love Saturday? I bet you do. For me, Saturday just like December you just can't wait it to come and feel so sad when it's over. So what you usually do on your weekend? well most of my Saturday is spent with my family, dinner in some place nice, watching movies or just spent it at home preparing home made popcorn and do some dvd marathon, mostly old movies, my daddy strictly against pirate DVD's and new dvd movies is not really cheap, so we ended up with the same old movies, I'm not complain thou. Hahaha... it's funny how I can complete sentence right before the actor saying it, it's actually fun and finally it's become our game.

For me Saturday is a 'ME' day, I can do almost anything I want. When the weather is friendly ( which is kinda rare lately? do you all realize how the weather is so unpredictable lately? arrghh.. it's almost like freackin hot and suddenly raining like crazy, tsk tsk tsk) back to the topic, hehehe when the weather is friendly I just love to get my books and read it outside,
(I'm so lucky, I lives in place where theres still so many green grass ) just when the light is not so bright but really warm and wind breeze playing with my hair. There's no other activities that more fun than reading good books outside, lay yourself on the green grass. Listen to a soft song, ( Joshua Radin song it's the best, it's so easy and sweet and warming...) t feels so, I don't know the best way to decribe it. Peace, yes I feel so peace.

Last week when I prepared myself for reading outside, my sister said "hey why don't we make that as a photoshoot?" brilliant idea I must say, why it's never cross my mind before? hmmm... So I grab my drink bottle, couple of books an I said let roll! this is I must say the easiest photoshoot ever! all I have to do is read and falling asleep just like I used to. Hahaha. So don't judge me by the book that I read, hahaha I'm a very love peace person, wars, debate and everything alike is not my forte, it's really not. But ... but if you try to pick a quarrel with me, you better think think twice, because you already know I am prepared, I read the book remember? hahaha .. no just kidding...

I give you this, because I know you all missing my icey looks, right? hehehe

hahaha just kidding, an icey face won't suite in this happy day

For whoever have been called as shopaholic, this glass is must have! so they know the real reason why we love to shop, hehehe

my new toy!!! yaaayy!!!

got this amazing shoes from spotlight and in love in an instant! it's hand drawing! I don't know why I always have thing for something that I know it's handmade, it's so amazing knowing someone is taking extra care for it. love love love! and got another one and lemme tell you it's soo pretty too! gonna show you in my next post! it's so cute!

What I wear :
vest : old navy
floral shirt : zara kids
belt : zara kids
pants : tailor made
socks : zara kids
shoes : spotlight

psstt I got a very great news! but probably gonna share it in my next post! it's big!!! ( no not giveaway hehehe) I hope you as thrilled as I am when you got the news!! *kisses and hugs!!!!
and oh Happy Saturday!!!

first hello in 2011!!

2011-01-07T13:03:00.005+07:00

Hello people!!! yes I'm back, yes finally I updating this abandoned, neglected blog, but before screaming HAPPY NEW YEAR to you all, I think it's the right thing to do for me to say I'm so sorry for my very late update, my laziness you will forgive me right? pleaaaseeeeee... (Sad puppy eyes) yes I got all your angry notes, the soft one, the angry one and even the fury one. I accepted it all and from deepest of my heart I’m apologize to you all, I know there’s no excuse that good enough to tell you and all I can say is that I’ve been pretty busy lately, school thing, family vacation, new year eve, my birthday, ups! Did I just say it? Yes!! New Year eve is also my birthday!!! I’m 12 now!!!! And you know is the right thing to forgive a birthday girl, hehehe just got some cool prizes from my birthday and will show you in my next post! :D

Okay now it’s the time! HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!! Wish you a very good luck through all this year! *cheers!! Ough 2010, there’s so many thing happens to me in 2010, great thing mostly, and I just can’t believe it, it’s almost 3 years since I’m first blogging! Maybe it’s because I’m 12 now I’ve become wiser and many new thought struck me. Who would even guess that my little joy to playing with clothes and with this little blog of mine would bring me so many great opportunity, great experience and so many new friends! Never ever cross my mind, not even a bit. Something I just can’t thanks enough and all my thanks go to you, my wonderful reader. *kiss kiss!

Hmm just like every other year making resolution is not something I'm good at, the truth is resolution is like a promises, and I don't like making promises. But for this year I will do a little resolution not really resolution but something like that. I will talk some pieces that left behind in 2010.

1. Something that have been bother my mind lately, got many letter about it and I know I must do something about it, some of you maybe realize I don't really reply comment like I used to do, and I know that is something wrong, I've got this email who says to comment is like a "Hi" and like every other Hi, you must say "hi' back, actually I know that, but it's not something easy to do, the problem is always been time, theres never enough time for me, so many things to do and so little time, it's frustrating. So I don't make any promise or something, but I promise I'll do my best, from now on, I'll try to say hi back to you.

2. about my lack of post, I know right? hahaha. Just so you know I also mad at myself. But seriously making a new post is not as easy as it looks ( well it's for me thou..) I mostly find myself exhausted after school and so many other course, and that keep making me postpone my photoshoot and same old excuses I know, but time! I always dealling with lack of times, ough how I wish I have all the time in the world! So for this new year wish I found some new way for my time management, wish me luck will you? :)

3. For some of you who read my formspring, all I want to say is, thank you! it's been wonderful, I always love to answer funny question, serious question or any question! but for my birthday gift, whoever you are, would you promise me to do this, for me? STOP ASKING ABOUT MY MOM, for God sake it's private, there I say it. Yes I don't live with my mom, it's my choice and yes she's a live, so if you smart you might know why. And yes, of course I love her, for it's worth she's my mother, she brought me into this world and I'm not somekind of ungrateful child. So please it's hurts enough knowing not like my other friends who when they come home there will be a mother who waiting and make a home cook dinner, while I always have a dinner outside just with my dad ( my sisters is live on their own apartment, so it's just me and my dad ) sometimes it's fun, but you know. not always fun. I do miss homemade dinner, lunch, breakfast. My dad always try to cooked for me, but it weird when me and my friends open our lunch box and saying "my dad my dad made this for me.." instead of saying "my mom made this.." My dad is trying so hard to makes me happy, I couldn't thank enough to God for giving me the best father someone could have but everytime I read that kind of question it always bring the worst in me, I become moody and everything, so please just don't. It's hard already without someone rubbing it to my face all the time.

4. Smile in my photos, hahahaha people said it, I always have an icey face in my pictures, want to know the reason why? it's the clothes! seriously everytime I put on a dress I instantly feel how I'm suppose to pose, capture the soul of the clothes and mostly it's icey and the second reason is my big teeth!!! I have this super huge teeth! hahaha and I'm too shy to show it to you, but if you insist, well okay, check out my pictures! :D

I guess that's all So once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR! wish you all the super best!!!

so here's my many big teeth ehm I mean pictures to share... hehehe

hat : gaudi
jacket : it's an old jacket of my and I cut the brand tag hahaha
shirt : gymboree
white pants : zara kids
socks : gap
shoes : Yongki ( bought in on sale! only 5 dollar! ) :D

what inside my bag

2010-11-23T22:18:00.006+07:00

Hello guys! How are you? Hope you doing okay! Are you missing me already? Hehehe , I hope you do. Nope today you will not find me in any fashion shoots, but I'll do something else. Just like ten billion people out there, curiosity is in my blood. It’s in our blood. I don't know why, but don't we all love to take a peek in someone’s secret? I don't know it's just me or you do too, when I'm in my car and when the red is light, and there's another car who stops right beside my car, and in that car there is this boy who just look into the windows, looking so sad I always wonder and questioning, what in his mind? What is he thinks about? What makes him so sad? Curiosity...curiosity... is that happen to you too? Or when I saw this cute little cat in the corner of the road, soaked up in the rain always curious is he or she cold? Is she/he still having mom to come home to? Is someone out there are crying and running in the rain trying to find her/him? Again curiosity...

Hehehe based on number of question in my formspring I kinda know that there's so many of my you who have interest or have some curiosity in my private life, for some question I do answer it, but so sorry for some question that in my opinion quite too private and over the line, so sorry you won't get any answer for me. My lips are sealed. hehehe. But since makes you happy is something I love to do, I would love to share this for you, the most private thing a person can have( Nooo..... I won't read my diary for you, not in a million years! hehehe. ) Then again you'll be bored to death if I do so, my diary is only full of my daily craps, you will fall a sleep just when I read the opening hahahaha .... So I will share something that more fun to see, maybe with this you'll get more hint of what kind of person I am, get to know me a little better, make you less curious. hehehe.

Like I said in my previous post, I've got daddy who always been an adventurous man, and as his travelers mate I have to be prepare every time, I learn to pack my own bag, learn to prepare my own thing. Make sure I won't curse myself when I get where we head, so whenever we go, this is some that I bring with me, some stuff that I cannot live without. Hehehe.

I present you
My travelers bag!

what is inside? tadaaaaaa.......hehehe

Wait, of course my sweet travel suitcase won't travels alone, he's got this cute furry pink bag as a company ( don't ask me why I have so many pink stuff in my suitcase, that is what happening when you asked your too girlie sister bought stuff for you... sigh... hehehehe, but I must admit it's quite cute)

this cutie furry bag is for my goldie, my sony vaio p series ( you probably asked the same question like a hundred friends of mine, why you picked the gold one? because it's rare that's why hehehe...)

here's all the full crew... minus my camera ( I used it to take this pictures )
here's the list :

1. tissue

2. Hello kitty mask ( you know how air condition lately...)
3. bodyshop comb
4. peppermint candy
5. harmonica
6. Lula magazines ( but it's change depends on what book or magazine I currently read )
7. note books ( always, always bought this, you never know when idea strucks! )
8. cute pens, hehehe
9 chocolate candy, for the sake of my sweet tooths ;P
10 sony vaio
11. hello kitty wallet ( next time I'll show you what's inside :) )
12. another mint candy
13. bodyshop watermelon lip balm
14 my glasses!!
15 ipod ( with tokidoki cover isn't it drop dead cute?!!)
16. my ipod mates sennheiser px 200 -II,seriously what is good music wthout good headphones?
17. white onyx blackberry
18. psp go
19. mpio sony disney ( you see I can't live without music, so this is for urgent in case my ipod battery is dead )
20. tamagochi!
21. nintendo dsi
22. psp
23. game boy!

it's a wrap guys!! hehehe

hehehe now you know that I'm a truly devoted gamers! probably the only thing that blocked me from being 100% nerd is the fact that I don't like math, other than that I'm totally nerd. hehehe...

Who want's to be cool when you can be nerd?

~haley

Video games are bad for you? That's what they said about Rock n Roll

~Shigeru Miyamoto

this is my best travels mate! with this I probably gonna say :

A life? Cool! Where can I download one of those?

Hahaha found that words when I'm browsing around, and it's hillarious! hehehehe....

BIG NOTE! So now, that you already saw mine, now it's your turn! let me see what's inside your bag! comeee onnn.... lemme know when you post what's inside your bag okay! I would love to see! Come on I dare you... hehehehe

I'm a creep. So, do I creeped you out?

2010-11-10T19:31:00.011+07:00

Creep, weird, scary, wicked, twisted, you named it I got it, well to be honest I got it alot! I don't know why and how but there's quite number of people who thinks I'm either creep or weird. Gosh it's hard to be yourself these days, don't you think? I know and realized that I'm quite different with most of my friends, and seriously I can't even tell why. It's just me being me, and if it's creep then so be it. I always think about it, night after night what about me that makes people think I'm creep? what is wrong with me? what is wrong with the people? My friends and family said it's weird that I have so many black dresses, so many black clothes in my wardrobe. Even my daddy who ussually don't even care about what clothes I bought is almost screaming whenever I choose 'another' black dress, he said things like this "oh please not another black! We're not going to funeral everyday!" Geez dad... In my defense, who can reject a black cool dress? right? right!

Superstitious, it's something that I'm not. Seriously I never believe in such thing called ghost, but I do believe devil and angel does exist and I believe that put dream catcher does prevent you for having a bad dream. But not ghost. So since I don't believe their existence I never been afraid of them, so yes, I sleep in the dark. My friends find this quite weird, my friend even swore that he once saw a ghost in his home, and I told him "your eyes see what you want to see..." then again, okay just say that they do exist, what to scare about? from what I heard they can't touch you, they can't even speak to you. So? but no more argue , they can believe whatever they want to believe and so am I ... And so maybe, the fact that I don't get scared by ghost and my habbit to wear black old dress make them thinks I am a creep ( but since I have a very great friends now, they don't seem really to care, they only tried to tell a scarier story. not working... hahaha ) so yeah I tried to avoid wearing black when I'm going out and once in a while when we were watching scary movies I agree to shut up. Hahaha just so you know my friends hate watching scary movies with me, because I always said to them it's so weird that they frightened by those movies, it's a movie! for God sake, it's all fake! so yeah I always laughing when watching horror movie, thinking how hillarious the shoot must be, and hey at least I don't close my eyes when the ghost turn up, another thing I'm confuse about... you want to watch the ghost right? but then why you close your eyes when they showed, your paying for those ghost! take a look at it! but I'm a good friend there was a time when I try to analized them, and pretend to be scared too, just to have fun, hahaha and my friends always know it's just an act... hehehe so I guess I'm a bad actress,

Human, it's the answer if someone ask me what do I scare the most. For me human are the scariest creature God ever made. Because you will never know what their capable of, sometimes it's beyond your thoughts. You can never tell a human heart, you never ever gonna find out what they have in mind, sometimes I wish I can read minds, but then again, I probably gonna be to scare to use it, sometimes is better when you know nothing. I probably having some issue, I can't watch my mouth! I always telling what inside my mind. It's just come out. sisters always warn me about this, they said there's something to be said, and some are not. If there's a machine in human mind to filters that , well maybe mine is broken. I just can't help it. I'll say it to your face if I don't like you and vice versa I'll tell you I love you if I do like you. I can't pretend to like something that I'm not, for me another people ability to do that is something scary! how they do it is a big mystery for me. You see, you never like when someone lied to you right? it hurts your feeling, now tell me how am I suppose to lie to myself ? that both weird and feels not right. My sisters also told me that is something I must work on to survive in social world, yeah I'll try but I'm a bad actress remember? The best I can do is only shut my mouth up. So this is me, like it or not. You might like it and you might not, there's nothing I can do about it. But hey! take the good side of it, you will always know what inside my mind, there's no need to guessing around, that supposed to be make me less scarier right?

The most hateful evil in the world is the evil that dresses itself in such a way that men cannot hate it. The men that make wickedness beautiful are the most utterly to be hated.

HENRY WARD BEECHER, Proverbs from Plymouth Pulpit

A story to tell, so as you know it's hallowen last month, and just like other kid I'm so can't wait for hallowen party, I always like to dress up! So for this year I even already decide what I want to be month before Hallowen. I'm so excited, but when I asked my dad to buy me the costume he mad at me, a big time! he said our country is in big despair, people dies and suffer , there natural disaster here and there and still I have nerve to asked for costume party. He also said I should honour the victims, and just by donate some money doesn't mean it's over, he said I should give the victims true honour! at this time I should pray not partying! My dad also told me I might be just a kid and can't do much to help right now, but at least don't dance when others are crying, there's so many kids around my age that right now when we were speaking are crying , they hungry , lost their home and even worse lost their parents or family! he said again I should shame of myself and he never raised me to be a human with no heart. I was mad that time, but not to my dad, not to him. I mad at myself, I hate myself. What was I thinking ? So I cried, and run to my room.

Me, I always believe in power of a prayers, for me it's my way to communicate with God, to said hi, to tells God whether I'm doing okay or not. To tell God my gratitude. And I do believe in prayers the more the merrier. My dad was right, instead of dancing around I should pray. Knowing that the thing at least I can do for them, not just crying when I watched it from TV , not just tweeting about it . I should help in any way I can, and God knows I pray every single night. My dad always told me some quotes ( now you know why I always crazy about quotes) and one of the best quotes he ever said to me is from B. Graham Dienert , here's the words

" Many people pray as if God were big aspirin pill, they come only when they hurt"

and my dad always make sure he did not raised me to be such kind of people. Half and hour later my dad was knocked on my door, and when he saw me crying he said that I can go to the party, but no new costume party, instead the money should be donate. I told my dad I don't even want to go to the party anymore, and he was right, at that time I told him feel like the lowless human ever made, thinking about party while others crying. My dad then said that I'm not, I felt guilty and that means I have heart, that's a good sign, and he do raised me in a right way.

"Don't pray for lighter burdens, but for stronger back"

"Pray as though everything is depended on God, work as though everything is depended on you"

~Saint Augustine

So please people I'm begging you please. Wherever you whoever you are. Indonesian or not Indonesian please pray for my country, pray for the victims of the earthquake and the erruption. We really need it right now. It might not kiss their pain away, but maybe it would be nice for them knowing there's so many people care about them, that they are not alone. And if you like to help in other way you can check it in here Palang Merah Indonesia . And for all the family and the victims my biggest condoleus goes to you, I hope we eventually can kiss the pain away, and I hope it's true that time would heals.

"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But hold it together when everyone else understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."

~ Anonymous

and I quote this from J.R.R Tolkien books, one of my favorite of all time books The Lord of The Ring it said :

"All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost, the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring, renenwed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king."

And at that time to stop my tears my dad then jocking around that why the hell am I asking money for costume while I have big collection of scary black clothes that even scarier than any costume. He might be right. So here's I present you some of my clothes that I think have some hallowen vibe on it, what do you think? Am I a creep? or maybe the right question is do I creeped you out?

1st
the time traveler

bowler hat : cherokee
black dress : from Japan ( the brand is written in japannese)
where's my key necklace : DIY! I made it myself :D
one ring necklace : guess
rings : jewelry by lushae , and many more
polkadot thights : kate spade
boots : zara

2nd
the witch lady

Hat : cascade
Dress : from Japan
spider brooch : unbranded
rings : random
tights : sox gallery
boots zara

3rd
The quite girl

vintage dress : from Japan
tights : kate spade
shoes : wondershoe

4th
the evil twins
( you decide which one is the evil one...)

dresses : rosebud
tights : zara
shoes : wondershoe

5th
the black rose girl

dress : my bad, I wripped the tag, it's itchy hehehe
tights : zara
shoes : wondershoe

6th
The crawler

dress : again from Japan, and it's written in Japanese
where's my key necklace : I made it myself
one ring necklace : guess
rings : lushae, and others
tights : kate spade
pointy boots : zara

Such a long post aight? I hope this can made it up, because I know I've been a bad bad blogger, it's been one light years ago since my last post hehehe. It's night already and my nanny said I need to rest now, I've been sick for whole week flu and fever... but I feel much better now, thank you for all your get well wishes on my twitter! Love you! and I promise I won't crawl under your bed tonight... if you happen to see something, well it's not me.... hehehe

And oh just want to introduce you with this cool magazine! Style Sample magazine! seriously it's a very inspiring and cool magazine! and guess what? you can catch me on page 40! hehehe... check it in here Evita, Evita

It's perfect!

2010-09-18T11:46:00.007+07:00

Howdyyy people! Yeah it's weekend already! so how are you? it's everything doing okay?

Hmm, this gonna be a not so long post, hehehe. Okay this post is deicated to one of my favorite blazer? or jacket? I'm not sure, but I guess it's a blazer. Yes yes yes, my one of my favorite blazer of all time. My sister bought it for me some time ago, when I saw it, it's love at the first sight! instant love! But unfortunately the size is... ehm a lil bit too small. But it's too cute I won't let it go! My sister is quite dissapointed too, but I told her, there's nothing to dissaapointed about, it may to small, but I'll rock it anyway, trust me! I won't say it's too small, it's just fit too perfectly. hehehe. So this post is dedicated to my sister and the blazer. Hope when you see this, it will draw a smile in your face sist! Missing you already! (ough my sister is just back to her apartment 1 hour ago, and I miss her already) kiss kiss.

So this is the blazer, aren't you in love?

1 blazer 4 different style ( actually I can do like 4000 styles with this blazer.. hehehe)

first look

hat : gaudi
white t-shirt : zara kids
jeans : zara kids
camera bags & scarf : vintage
socks : sox gallery
shoes : garage store
camera : olympus pen 2 I named it Apollo the god of art

second look

hehehe this one, is inspired by my daddy style... hehehe

shirt : giordano kids
white pants : zara kids
scarf : vintage

third look

shirt : Giordano kids
pants : Sergent Major
bag : sachs lederwaren
shoes : garage store

the last look, just to show it even matched with a girly dress

rotan hat : from Korea
dress : my sister's old dress
bag: zara kids
shoes : Chaussure

So do I rock it good? which one is you love the most? do you have any other idea to rock this blazer with? come on tell me! I would love to know!

And oh! I got interviewed by this beautiful lady from France, Pauline read it here interview with Pauline and recently Hypeed also published my interview, read it here my interview with hypeed, and oh if you have Elle August issue you would find me there, thank you to kak Ve! I love the articles so much! :)

And oh for those who asking what about a love sign in every each of my photos and how to get it, you can read it here hypeed inspiration. It was made to marked every outfit that you think inspired you, all you have to do is click on the love, and voilaaaa, it was marked! :D fun eh?

So kisses and hugs all!!! have a very great weekend! I'm planning to grab some pizza after this.

my cup of tea

2010-09-08T13:11:00.012+07:00

First thing first I want to say, Happy Eid Al Fitri! please forgive me for all my mistakes, and let's open a new clean page!

So... Hello people! it's been a century since my last post right? hahaha, if only there's an award for "the most bad blogger" I'll be the winner for sure. So yeah... same old crappy excuses, school is killing me! it really does. I studying harder and harder each and every days. So please bare with me. Oughhh I miss blogging sooo much! to make it up for you, I'm gonna gonna make very loooooong post, ready? hehehehe

I know this so freakin late, but I want to say Happy belated birthday to my country! yayy! I know it's been ups and downs, but I know for sure, that everything is gonna be okay eventually! right? I love you Indonesia, there's no place I rather be, I'll stick with you no matter what.

So story to tell, not quite long time ago someone said to me in my formspring that she thinks that I was less introduce my country, my culture in my blog. Oh my, I know right? thank you for remind me. She also asked do I forgot my culture, oh my dear God the answer is no. I was raised by my dad with a high nationality pride. But for me personally, nationalism isn't about wearing Batik all the time, it's so much more than that. I express my love in other way. In a way that I know better, whenever I got a foreign friends I always tried to tell them how lovely my country is, tell them that what they heard is not always true. I even got one email, saying that she's so suprised I'm from Indonesia, because all she knows about Indonesia is that it's a third world country with wars and everything, and I told her, yes we got some issues here, but is not that bad, and don't we all rise and fall? it's just a process of growing up. Just like C.S lewis said

" Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn.My god, do you learn."

and after that she wishing my country well, and promised me that she gonna tell all her friends about Indonesia. That is how I express my love. But don't get me wrong. I do love wearing traditional clothes, it's beautiful, but it's quite hard to find the right size. If it's not too big, it's too small.

And oh! I also got so many emails and facebook messages asked me where do I spent my holiday, and reading each messages makes me wondering, somehow there so many people thinks that I'm a type of a girl that rolling around fashion area, high end boutique, go to foreign country just to shopping. If that what you have in mind, I hate to do this but I have to. I'm sorry I think I'm gonna ruin your dreams, because that's not happening, that is not something I'm fond of for my holiday, mm what's the word? ... that was not really my cup of tea.

I was raised by a very adventurous man, for him a holiday is definitely not rolling around in some high fashion area. Shopping and everything. For him holiday is fsailing and fishing in the middle of the sea, trying to catch the biggest fish ever, wearing shorts, and ragged shirt, playing with the nicest fishermans, having a hot coffe, cigarette and midnight talk. Smell the ocean breeze, and feel the cold.He said to me once you've got caught by the fascination of the sea, you will never gonna be free,and you will keep coming back. No camera allowed, he said again, when I'm taking my camera with me ,I will busy taking pictures, and not feeling the true beauty of the nature. He will tell me the story how rich our country was, a hidden beauty.

For him holiday is, going with his old friend, for hunting in the middle of nowhere, with the same old friend who whenever they see me keep telling me the same thing "oh you grown so fast... I remember when you're born..." and they will tapped you back a little bit to hard. They all gonna gather around talking about they youth, laughing to hard. Same old story, repeated over and over again, I can completed they sentence... " they said how they were a bad ass back then, travel around the world. Trying pretty much everything, breaking the rules when they diving, try to flying an airplane, jumped from an airplane with parachute, car racing, all playing with death things. You should see when they bragging about how magical they all still lived until today, and ended with telling me that I should never do that.

Yes I'm talking my old man, my daddy. Do I wish a different kind of holiday? well yes, I was back then. Like my other friends I want a 'normal' family, a 'normal ' holiday,go to amusement park with their mother and father. But since it's just me and my father ( my sisters always busy with their own thing) We never gonna be normal, do I get mad? well of course at first I was. I remember at that time I don't know what my daddy have in mind, how come for holiday he took me to a small village, out of nowhere, and all smell so fishy? You should see my face ,I was grunt all the way. Out of nowhere when my daddy arrived people start to screaming, some is running and calling others, and many of them ran into my dad, kissing his hands and taking his suitcase, they all smiling so wide. All of the women start to kissing me.

Later on I know from many of them, that my daddy is a living legend for them. That my dad was helping them, their village. teach them how to fishing in a good way, how to operate a boat in a better way, make their life so much better. tell a story how great my old man is. I remember I was stunned, he never tell me that. And in so many places we travel, so many people I've meet they all tell the same story how great hearted my daddy is, how he's so brilliant, so smart, and yet so care and so generous. I told him, one day I want to be just like him, and yes of course he said to me "don't ever do something just for to be praised by other people, if that so you would be more fishy than this fish smell... do it because you want to, because you care, you do really care. What comes around goes around. And as a matter a fact this is your country you should do whatever you can for it, remember it's yours..."

After that my daddy said to me, holiday is about being around a loving people, and of course learn to love back, that I should try giving to my country, no matter how small it is. it's worth the price, he promised me. I should understand him he's a man who no matter I was begging for designer bag he just ignored me, but when I asked for a camera that worth twice as much he will buy it for me in a second. Since his adventurous seems to contagious ( or maybe it's in a blood) nowadays I never asked for 'normal' holiday. I love me and my old man way of holiday. But yes of course sometimes we shops, sometimes he allow me to buy clothes that I want. He said that it was my guilty pleasure. Sometimes we do rolling around malls to buy me some clothes, but it's not our way of holiday, it's never been.

So don't worry about me, and my nationality pride, I'm in a very good hand. For my lullaby , no my daddy not just tell me the story about Shakespeare, but also tell me the story about our hero patriotism, and how cool they are, and I always got shiver down my spine. He also so happy bought me this dresses, a batik dress the minute I found it. So people I present you, me on a batik, don't you fall in love with the patterns? I bet you do!

Batik maxi dress : Erlangga
shoes : zara kids

Batik dress : Erlangga
white sweater : GAP kids
shoes : Adidas

Batik dress : Erlangga
tights : zara kids
shoes : garage store

And speaking of the coolness about my country, you will lost count if you try to count how many creative people living here, gosh! I have this as a proof. I lost words every time I see cool stuff, just like these made in Indonesia!

Thank you for the sent me a gift! love it to death!!! and you all rocks!

Got this from kak Martha, she made me this, a bag! with me on it! me on a bag! how cool is that? hehehe sooo cuuuteee! and with glasses! she do it all herself! sewing, designing, all of it! Check her other work in here idekuhandmade

funny story : Ayah Bunda magazine actually asked for this bag, but kak Martha said it was for me, yay!!! hehehehe....

a red zebra adorable shoes from Nenek Uti, love this so much! so pretty right? it was named after my name, Evita shoes! oh my! I'm flattered!

When I got this, I instantly knows what I'm gonna wear it with, it looks so vintage isn't? me likey! got this from Chaussure Shop!

And this is what a called a box of joy! thank you thank you!! who would guess in this small box I will get this :

1. a super cool shirt from douche
2. a cute monster bag from loubelleshop collaboration with mannequin
3. monster eye necklaces and ring from mannequin plastic

See it's a very long post right? hehehe, oh my... it's midnight already! I have to go now! kisses and hugs for you all! have a very wonderful day yawl!!!

Are you my winner?

2010-08-04T19:18:00.002+07:00

Hello all! I know, I know... I'm being so late... super sorry! but I just got back from hospital, I'm not even change my clothes when I write this... So this gonna be a very quick post. I know you all must be waiting for this... I already read all your fantastic comments for two days, and I must say... oh my, you guys definitely rocks my world! thank you so much for being a very berry loyal reader of mine.

Hahahaha I can read your mind! you must be saying "cut the crap, and just please tell us who is the winner!" okay, okay.... you I don't want you to wait any longer...

so here is my winner...

Burger With Chili Sauce

DreaMiy the Picnic Girl

Crop Crip Crop

Congratulation for all 3 winners! please send me your mailing address through an email to me ( evitanuh@yahoo.com ) with subject "I'm your winner" and I hope so much hope that the you will love the book as much as I do. :)

And for everyone who's not winning yet, don't be sad. I promise! pinky promise, that I will make another giveaway as soon as possible, and don't worry I'll make sure the next giveaway gift is gonna be as awesome as before, you want a hint? okay, I'll let you take a peek.. hehehe here take a look at here like it? Yaaayyy!!!! :D

PS : I'm still in mourn now, my bestfriend Pacey, my cutie cat for almost 10 years just passed away two days ago... please help me pray for him, and hope he now already partying in cat's heaven. :'(

Giveaway Post!!! THE GAME IS ON!

2010-07-27T14:18:00.003+07:00

Yes you read it right!! the game is on, the rules is here... hehehe so sorry for being too long. and I won't let you wait any longer. So... from my last post I know now that many of you like the gift, and I'm super happy to hear that!

Seriously, I love this book too much, for fashion book, this is definitely one of my favorite. Can you imagine? they all one of the best in their field, I'm talking about designer, photographer, hair stylist, and many more who work in fashion world. It's awesome how they give you a hint, an advices on how to, and what to do if you want to become like them.

That is one beautiful thing about book, you read it and BAM! instantly you know something that you even have no idea 5 minutes ago, they all works years and years and trust me a little word from they is worth million. They said it from hard experience. You know sometimes, the frustrating thing is not when you can't do something, but it's when you don't know what to do, or how to do, and a little advice on how to is help so much. And it's come from the expert, that is just so wow! Superb! all in one beautiful book. I personally just can't get enough of the book. So I hope whoever get this book would love it as much as I do.

Well I stop my blah blah... and let's start hehehe.... here we go! the rules are : oh well ,since the lack of my creativity attack the rules are basically same with my last giveaway, only change a bit.

1.Tell my which my post that you love the most ( of course other than my giveaway post... hehehe) and tell me why.

2. Tell the world about this giveaway in many many ways, please blogged about this giveaway in your blog, and make sure add the link on your comment so I can read it. And if you tweet, you can tweet about this giveaway too, put this mark #evitanuhgiveaway so it would be easier for me to check, ( and if you do, don't forget to mention it on your comment)

3. And like always, you don't have to follow me or anything. It would be awesome if you do.
But I don't want you to follow me just because you have to, follow me only if you want to.

And for the first comment winner, remember you have to follow the rules or else you'll be eliminated and be replace by the second comment :) And for the other two winner I will choose it in old ways I will read all your comments, go to your blog to see the post. and choose. :D
I will close this giveaway on 1 August 2010, ( so the last date to send a comment is 31 July) and I will announce the winner on 4 August 2010 ( I guess three days is enough time to check all the post ).

That's all I guess, so have fun and get ready to rumble!!!

PS : and oh for you all who asking, I'm so sorry my faebook is full already, and since I don't think I can't manage 2 account, so I made this, you can add me in here I always check it everyday and will be more active there, so hope I meet you there! see yaaa!!

kisses and hugs!!! and oh Good luck!

GET READY YAWL !!!!

2010-07-21T12:25:00.008+07:00

Helloo all! how are you? how's your day?! well I know, I know holiday is end, and here comes our busy busy busy boring day. But we'll survive, right?! Ehm this is gonna be a super quick post, no photos or anything, hehehe, but believe me you gonna love this post so bad! keep on reading!

So... my twitter followers might already heard this. yes people! my next giveaway is coming!!! Yaay!! it's not open yet, but I can't hold this for myself, and so can't wait to tell you guys, so I made this post, hehehe. So you all can be ready! I'm still on my school day, and still figure out the rules for this giveaway. Please do wait!

And just like you know, I promise myself that if I make a giveaway, the prize is must something that I love, because I know for sure you gonna love it too, and oh yeah! I'm using my own pocket money, I'm saving it, for you all! So I'm so sorry I can't give you many prizes like the last giveaway, this time I only got 3 items, so the competition is gonna little bit more hard. hehehehe.

I know, I know you must be dying to know what the gift is, hehehe don't need to wait any longer, I'm gonna tell you! It's a.... it's a..... Teen Vogue Handbook! hehehehe cool right! Oh gosh I love that book so much! and I know for sure you guys gonna love it too! right?! it's like must have book for all fashion lover, and whoever who want to work in fashion world. The cool thing is, the book contain a quote, a tricks and tips from fashion expert! like Marc Jacob, Anna Wintour! and many more! it's sooo coool! and many cool pictures too. one word. Inspiring!

Here comes the bad news, I've got 2 bad news actually...
1. I only got three books, hehehehe, so do your best.
2. This for Indonesia only, well the reason is. I know for sure it's so hard to find this book in here ( I even called 2 big bookstore, and they all said it's out of stock) so I think it would be more fair if this is for Indonesia only, and the main reason is, hehehe well... I'm quite sure my pocket money not gonna cover up the shipping costs for another country. So I'm so so sorry...

BIG NOTE: I still figure out the rules for my giveaway, and searching for the wrapper and everything. But this one is for fun. For the one who comment in the first place ( and already complete all the rules of course) will get the first book for sure. Remember this is valid only of you already follow all the rules, if you're not then it goes to the second one...and so on and so on... and since you will never know when the post is come ( but I assure you , it's not gonna more than a week) , it can be anytime, it can be tomorrow, it can be the day after tomorrow, or weeks from now... so keep watching guys! :D

and for other two books, I will choose it with an old ways... so prepare yourself and have fun!

some of my favorite quotes from the book

"Ask yourself, are you sure this world is for you? And are you sure you are the right person to survive in this world-world of fashion, a world with no rules, no laws?"
~Karl Lagerfeld

"Creat your own individual style, I'm not interested inthe girl who walks into my office in a head -to-toe label look that's straight off the runway. I'm interested in a girl who puts herself together in an original, independent way."
~Anna Wintour

and oh have a great Friday all! tomorrow is weekend already!!! :D

BRIGHTSPOT MARKET 2010 PEOPLEEE!

2010-07-09T18:29:00.015+07:00

Hello people!!! I'm not such a bad blogger after all, don't I? see it's just like only yesterday I'm posting a new post, and now I'm posting again! hehehe.. ouughh! yes! I'm on fire!

Hmm, now let see, what I've got to tell? hmmm... mmmm... hahaha just kidding, I've got tons and tons of story to tell!

Let's start. I've got confession to make, my name is Evita, and I was a socially lame. hehehe, seriously. I've got this tiny bitty problem with crowd, and meeting new people it's a big homework for me, I always got self concious ( always thinking, do I said the wrong thing? what she/him think of me? what if? what if?....) but as you know good wtritter often quite
( hahaha yeah I just made that up!).

But I dare myself, for something tottaly worth it. It's for some event the most people talked about lately ( except the world cup thing of course) yes people, it's a BRIGHTSPOT MARKET!!! got an email from my new cool friend, Chris ( later on I know that he is one of the brightspot founder )he invited me to brightspot market opening party, and I was like : "me? party? a grown up party? seriously? not 'another birthday party with ballons and everything?' party?ough I'm soo dying to come! he asked me how many people I would like to bring with me, I immediatelly said me, and my 2 siters. just so you know at that time I even not know do my father would let me go, or do my sisters would like to go. But I'll take my chances. ( soo yeah,my sister said yes, and the best part is my daddy ( who I tought would be hard) tottaly okay with me going to the party, after my sister told him, that is not that kind of party with disco ball lamps, beers and everything. it's a party with many cool stores in it)

and oh for Chris He is super nice in person too,so a story to tell and a little dirty secret to share, at first I tought Chris don't know that I'm 11 years old , and I tought I just some random person to be invited, you know some lucky kid, so I kept a secret and not telling him that I'm eleven. and I crossed my finger I will not get kicked out when I'm there. So I'm so suprised when he approached me at the gate, and shaked my hand and introduced himself. Good God, he knows that I'm 11! Gosh I wish I know. And now He is officially my first new grown up friend. yay! I've got myself a grown up friend!! ( NOTE : I'm scored myself lots of new grown up friend there).

Now i know the best therapy for my crowd problem is got to the crowd itself! The crowd is amazing! I can't believe I'm gonna say this, me the crowdy phobia I'm gonna say "I LOVE THE CROWD! it's soooo refreshing looking at many fashion people with their cool style, and so many great store too with unique display. Tottaly fun and refreshing, but yeah I'm turn out to be tottaly still kid, I enjoying most of the time in cupcakes and bake booth. the cupcakes I have to tell you! soo great! you must try the vanilla and the chocolate too! and oh the cookies! ( great! now I'm craving for cookies....)

This is my first, and I'm definitelly wanting some more ( not the cookies... well want that too, but thats not the point ) It's a great first. Tottaly gonna come for the next brightspot event!! and oh my, for all of you who recognized me in there and said hi and not say that "oh you look prettier in photos' I send my thankies and kisses! hehehe, I don't know there's gonna so much people who knows me and my blog! seriously, thank you so much! I'm sorry if i'm little bit shy, to be honest, I'm nervous! and shy! hehehe.

and like you all know, pictures always have better story to tell, so let this picture show you how FUNTASTIC it was( you know, FUN + FANTASTIC = FUNTASTIC)and there's gonna be so many pictures! watch out!

me with new cool friend Chris Kerrigan

Chris, me, and Anton

hehehe being overwhelmed by cupcake

and now for the first time in my blog, I present you my photographer, a.k.a my sisters hehehe

kak Rani ( I called her kak nini)

kak Ferani ( I called her kak Chea or kak cheche)

Did I said before that I scored some new grown up friends there? here is two of them, kak Frans and kak Arla they both from Femina magazine ( my sister just told me it's a women famous magazine) I really really enjoying our little chat! it's so fun! you two are seriously cool! you guys are also fun to talked to! :D hope we can meet another time and continue our chat :D and please next time don't need to scare to say hi to me, next time I'm gonna be the one who say hello! :)

And I guess you know who this is, yes, I bumped into kak Heidy that night, she so pretty in a real life! :D and ough, do you know that quitelong time ago I knows that apparently one of kak Heidy bestfriend is also my sister bestfriend, what a small small world! and it's been forever since I asked my sister to introduce me to her :) well last night we finally meet. and she's fantastic! :D

And also meet kak Lutfhi, he's so cool! thank you for saying hi to me!

and know, this cool things that I bought that night

chain and ring from Kandura

paper clothes from nikicio and of course my very first cotton ink shawl :D

and now, last but not least... look in to my eyes! I hypnotise you all to come....

soo.. that's all from me now, see you on another brightspot market day!

have a great fantastic weekend yawl!!!

Bring on the wonder

2010-07-06T16:18:00.004+07:00

Holla people!!!! whats' up? first thing first, I want to apologize for being a super bad blogger, and have been hiatus for more than a month, hehehe. and hereby I want to say that I accepted all your angry comments, on my facebook, twitter, formspring and email about me being missing more than a month. once again, I'm sorry. I know you'll forgive me right? for the old time sake? hehehe. And if you ask why, well I've got to honest, I've got overwhelmed with this holiday thing. You know, so many things to do but so little time. I'm busy trying new recipes, ( oh you must try my spaghetty bolognaise, my cupcakes with fondant it's sooo nyyuumm!) and I also got drowned on books, you know I don't have many times to read books in school day. And it's one hell of torture for a bookwarm like me.And yeah I go here and there too, but nothing far thou, my sister is working and there's no chance she can take a long day off.

And oh! I watched TV too! hehehe, in school day there's almost no TV time for me, sad eh? And I believe one of my ( new) favorite show is your favorite too! is So you think you can dance! Oh good God, their so awesome!!! wish I can move like that! I don't know if I'm really such a baby or what, but most of the time tears are running down on my cheek and I just can't help it! everytime I saw great performances, my heart goes bum bum bum too. It's so wow how other people talent can amazed you. it's really are holly guacamolly!!!!

The weird thing is most of the times the dance that makes me cry is the slow one, the contemporer one, I found it more captivating. It's weird because I'm never been a ballet girl ( well I was tried back then, and knows in an instant that it's not for me, hehehe) I'm more this hip hop girl. and oh, in my formspring some people asked since I'm taking a hip hop dance class do I have great moves? hahaha the answer is : Hell no!

I'm terrible dancer, even the reason I'm in dancing class at the first place is because my daddy and my sisters always said that I'm look so weird everytime I try to dance. And to put more burden in my tiny shoulder, one of my sister is a B'girl back then, yes a breakdance girl so it would be humiliating for a B'girl to have little sister that cannot move. hahaha. So I try to fix that. Yeah I think I'm far more groove now, and can't wait to join a tap dance class, or flamenco class? (still can't decide).

But one thing I know for sure, dancing world is so hard! I've got bruises all over the place, I even almost break my neck once. And that one moment before the curtain is open is also undescribeable moment, you want to cry, you want to runaway but also you want to knock all the crowds down with your dance, I've been there and seriously the preasure is so high. So my hat goes down to all you great dancer out there, I salute you! ( and please can I borrow some of your talent? pleassseee? hehehe)

And so this post right here is dedicated to you all dancers, this is how I imagine how all dancer look when they off duty. So let's call this set "Dancer off duty"

And to redeem my guilt for being away this whole time, I give you soooo many pictures of moi, hehehe. be ready.

Dance is the song of the body, either of joy or pain.
Martha Graham

All of set using :
black dance clothes : Danskin
black tights : bought it in my dance place

flower headband : happy go lucky
gray cropped cardigan : zar kids
skirt : eldorado ranch
yellow socks : sox gallery
gray boots : zara kids

Oh my! this set is me using a super cool boots! thank you shoeizme!! actually I'm planing to wear it in another post, but I can't wait to show it to you guys! and I thought! hey this outfit is kindda rock if I add my new boots! oh gosh! I lovveee my new clog boots. been eye-ing at their web for that clog boots, but that boots don't have my size. And suddenly I've got an email from Shoeizme, they said that they want to send me shoes and I'm speechless when I receive the package! it's.... yes it's a MY DREAM CLOG BOOTS! and when I email them, they said they made it specially for me, in my size! I'm out of words here. Kisses and hugsss!!! seriously out of words. just when you think you can be more luckier.

Flower necklace : chloris
skirt : my dance class property
red flat shoes : wondershoe
red clog boots : Shoeizme

purple faux fur hat : cascade
necklace : cheezybabe
overcoat : zara kids
skirt : tailor made
shoes : wondershoe

red obi : unbranded
skirt : old navy
shoes : wondershoe

believe me there none leopear were harmed in the making of this bags, hehehe it's faux fo sure

pork pie hat : unbranded
gray leopard coat : zara kids
skirt : GAP
boots : zara kids

beret hat : some boutique
blue cropped cardigans : zara kids
skirt : old navy
shoes : wondershoe
shawl : DC comics

Ah got another thing to say, to free myself from guilty feeling because of the fact that I can't approve more friends in my facebook account ( and for you who add me and not accepted yet, it's really because my facebook is full, so I can't accept more friends, sooo soorry!) so I made this, it's a group page and I guess there's no limit for friends, it's a good thing right? And I promise I will add more of my daily photos there :) so I meet you there! you can add it in by click this : GROUP PAGE

so Happy holiday folks!!! have a blast ! Kisses and hugs!

just give the devil his due

2010-06-03T01:54:00.014+07:00

Hello all, how are you? Gosh! it's been too long since my last post right? No oh, not gonna give you any excuses, my bad.. my bad. Hehehe. So how's life? well, mine is okay. Exams is over, already do my best and let God do the rest. ( ughh, my heart is pounding everytime I'm thinking about the result ) so let's just forget all of the exam thing shall we?

Anyhow, I've been thinking lately, it might be true that time has wings, I can't believe how fast time flies! it's almost two years since my first post, that means we've been friends for almost two years too! It's quite long time right? so I guess we are bestfriend now? and I really want to say thank you for everything from the deepest of my heart. You guys are the best! there's so many times your support and love touched me too deep. It's still amaze me, that from this blog, I can have you all, one of the greatest gift a God could give. you. a friend. my friend! my bestfriend!

Since we were a bestfriend now, and bestfriend do tell, so I'm gonna share something, something that I never tought I would have the guts to tell. So here it is... Me in the old time doesn't have many friends, only a few. And the worst part is , in my old time I was bullied by one of my friend, yes I'm a bully victim, oh I mean I was... and trust me, it's hell. you have no idea how it feels, going to school, with pounding heart, my stomach is ached, always felt I could just throw up. Every single day. yes every single day. Why she done such things to me? I will never know, my teacher said maybe it's because I look weak. I don't know why, but she just always find a way to annoyed me, if it's not one thing it's another. teased me, mocked me. She done it too many times, I get used to it. I felt so numb, I played this phrase in my head over and over again "sticks and stones will break my bones but names will never hurt me" It works. for a few moments thou. because it's really true, the tongue wounds more than the lance.

Until one day I think I had enough, I'm getting sick of this thing. It's the day that I finally realized that she will never ever stop. You like all the people else might want to say, why don't you fight back? Well I tried, she said bad words, I cursed back. but she only get worse, and I stop. what's the point? if to defend myself I have to be like her, I choose to step back. cursing her not only hurt her, it's hurting me too. Maybe it's because I don't raised that way, as simple as that. God, I can't even imagine how my daddy or my sisters would feel if they heard me cursed other people with rage. My daddy always said to me, two wrongs don't make a right, what he want to say is, it's wrong to harm someone just because they have harmed you. So, no sir, no thank you. I'm done. So I go to my dad, and tell him, I asked him take me away from her, place me in place where I don't need to see her face again. and he did.

So here I am now, the happiest kid in town, I have many friends now, and I have to tell you, they all amazing! well don't get jealous, you all are amazing too! don't worry I had enough love to share. hehehe. So yes, I learned that every cloud does have a silver lining , I learn it in a very hard way. I mean, if I don't get bullied, I won't asked my dad to moved me, and I will never meet my true friends that I have now. and it would be a very big lost, don't you think? so yes, I think it's no use to cry over a spilled milk, just see the bright side.

Why am I telling you this? well it's because, not long time ago, I don't know how and why, she contacted me through my formspring ( oough! it reminds me, so sorry for my late answer, I promise I'll try to catch up! ) and she said ( again) a bad words, the funny thing is , I don't even care and she also said that I must still remember her, well if that makes you happy, I do remember you. She also asked why I never answer her question nor approve her friend request on my facebook and in the end she also said that she changed now. Well good for you, but just so you know, I'm so sorry, I will never approve your friend request. And if you ask me why, the reason is, It's not because I'm still mad or anything, It's just I want to keep you out of sight, out of mind. For all of the things you have done to me, I forgive you. I really really do, however I do forgive but I'll never forget. And I'm the kind of person who believe that a leopard can never change it's spots. Sorry.

I have my new life, and I hope you do too, and for our best I think it's better that we stay away from each other. You stay mine, and I'll stay yours.What is past history is history, what is done is finished, what done can't be undone, so please just let bygones be bygones.

fiuhh, long talk right? hehehe but I feel so much better now, thanks to you all! and now all I want to ask is, please promise me, that if you in any chance through the same thing, you will tell your parents, don't hold it to yourself. They know better. Trust me, sometimes it's okay to step back, and just give the devil his due. Promise? I'll take it as a yes!

Just like Howard Beale from old movie, network said
stand up wherever you are, go to the nearest window, and yell as loud as you can,
"I'm mad as hell, and I'm not going to take it anymore!"

so hasta la vista my dear friend! have a very good day okay?! Yay! it's weekend!

kisses and hugs! and oh get ready for a great many pictures of moi ! hehehe

Always thinking, if only school allow me to dress this way, like a hoodlum. I bet theres no one in any chance brave enough to pick a quarrel with me. yeah... If only.....

I don't want to kill everyone... just my enemies
~ Al-Pacino in Goodfather

red bowler hat : from my sister
leather jacket : zara kids
black shirt : zara kids
red apple brooch : mango
necklaces : to many to remember, hehehe
black jeans : tailor made
red boots : chessaurus

hope you like my pictures, it's my sister idea to only popped out the red color, she got the idea from a picture in one of clothing store in Bandung, and i think it's kindda cool. this is old pic, just never got the time to edit and upload it :) until now...

great news!

2010-05-25T21:01:00.008+07:00

Hello people! so how you've been doing? I know I know it's Monday, hahaha just posting to brighten up your days! been quite long since my last post, gosh! I'm having an exams and it's killing me! I study more hard than before. so hard I almost faint, hahaha. So wish me a very good luck will you?

So yeah no new photo shoot, but since I never let myself let somebody down, I'll give you a very great news as a return. So be ready! this is so exciting and I'm thinking to join it, and I think you should too! hahaha I'm like a crappy advertisement don't you think? but seriously I will only post something that I'm interested in too, and this is really really great contest. It's delightfully dreamy or eclectically edgy themes, and post it in here, the contest is already open, but you still got time! It's open until 5 June 2010 ( shoot! my exams finish on 4th June, hope I still have a time to join!)

The great thing about contest is always the gift right? hahaha, don't you worry, the will pick 3 winners 1 is the most voted winner, the other two will be picked by Metro team. All you need to do is ask as many friends to vote for you so you might be the most voted winner and there will be 1 person selected everyday for daily winner where she/he can win IDR 100,000 just by giving rate/commenting on the submitted pictures, great right?!

So what are you waiting for? and like my old man used to say "Don't bring a knife to a gun fight" so dress you best! and oh almost forget click here to read the rules, or you can follow these twitter @fashionesedaily sama @METROdept for more updates or you can always just fly to their site in here www.fashionesedaily.com/metro.

Wishing you a very good luck! and Oh, wish for me too! I need one for my exams! ( and don't forget to vote me if I happen to join this contest too, hahaha) so have a very great Monday people! See ya!

oh yes, it is mad hatter.... daughter

2010-05-15T00:36:00.007+07:00

I've got this question a lot "where do you get your inspiration?" and my answer is always be the same, it's literally from anything! really anything, movie, music, magazine, or even people that passed me by. I used to day dreaming alot! hehehe, and idea, toughts, words, keep popping out like crazy! My mind keep playing around, I always always wonder what if ? how if ? honestly it's not easy to handle, I always ended up mad at myself most of the time. why I can't do what I tought will be easy? It's not feels good when you know how limited your skill is. arrrghh. but yeah at least I try right?

Some people asked me in my formspring, it'a a hard question and I never been able to answer it, the question is so simple. "what makes you so special?" but I never find the right words, well until now. I think I'm special because I'm not just dreaming, and I can't stand people who always dreaming and wondering. I was special because I always try to make it happen. Hey, dreaming is the easiest thing, but it's a waste if you keep on dreaming and doing nothing. right? right!

My daddy always said "you want it? work for it!" so I'm so used to work for everything I want. example : I want to do some photo shoot, and I need my sister to take the picture, what I do is massaged my sister for half an hour, it's a hard work you know, but it's the price. hahaha.

Out of topic, as you can see, I added new section in my blog. Now I put the list of website or blog where I've been featured. Hahaha it is feels funny for me. for the first time in my life I googled myself, and oh my I'm overwhelmed! so many of you wrote unbelievable words about me. It's so beautiful! thank you so much! any words is not good enough to expressed my feeling. So hereby I asked a permission to add the link to your post, hope you don't mind. Hahaha now I found new guilty pleasure, googled myself! and please if you wrote about me, or find a post about me, please inform me, I would love to add it to my featured section.

And oh, back to the topic I've always always wondering if mad hatter have a daughter how she would look like? well in my dream she looks just like this. ( and yes, this is the next part of alice in my last post ~ ooh I can't seem to get enough of this alice in wonderland theme, hehehe) hope you like it!

Alice in Wonderland full set ~ my version

and now I introduce ....

of course she as mad as a hatter,
like a daughter like a father
quite grumpy and rude sometimes
love tea is in her blood
have her own crazy world just like her father
quirky fashion taste? yes I believe so
of course she has more soft side than the old one (her father)
so you can consider yourself lucky if you meet her ~
and not the old one on your journey in wonderland
but be careful she will always have a bit of a mad side
it's in her blood

and ups! no no you won't find any price tag in her hat
it's been paid

so tea anyone?

Beautiful head piece : Nefertiti Jewelz
pink ruffles collar : it's actually a necklace from Nefertiti Jewelz
vest : my sister DIY
tie : unbranded
black shirt : H&M young
black pants : zara kids
shoes : aixaggio

credit : background (Alice in Wonderland Tim Burton Movie)
photographer & editor : my sister

shoot! almost forgot to say : happy Sunday yawl!and get ready for Monday!

come to my wonderland

2010-05-05T18:43:00.014+07:00

Hello world! how are you today? are you missing me? well I miss you like crazy! it's been like more than a week since my last post, I know, I know... my bad, but seriously it's like I got cursed or something, everytime, like every single time I made a promise to myself that I will updating my blog more often, and BAMM! something happen. It can be anything, more homework, or my girls suddenly make plans to go to the mall, or more homework ( mostly it's because more homework. so yeah) so I'm so sorry, what can I do? I'm cursed remember? hehehe

Okay, I've got a story to tell, and this might gonna be a long one, so grab your tea and cookies and get ready to hear my story ( or read?).
This is a story about one lucky kid, well she's not a kid, she's 11 years old already, so lets just call her a young lucky girl. and why she's lucky?

here's why .... so this girl was so wooowed, is wooowed is even a word? no? okay, just say she's astonished. More like shocked when someone emailed her. To cut a long story short, we just skipped the part where she's jumping around like stupid for hours okay? and oh and the part where she read the email like 10 times over and over again. So we go the part where she already knew that the person who emailed her name was mbak Ratih, a beautiful woman who work in publisher company. Mbak Ratih asked for meeting with this lucky girl, but since school is kinda overwhelmed, she said she can't. Out of nowhere Mbak Ratih called her ( she's shocked for sure, because she never gave her number to anyone, well she's not allowed to )

Mbak Ratih was super duper nice woman, she said she really need to meet this girl, and after a few phone call and email. The result is : Mbak Ratih is gonna meet her in some place called beautiful castle mall ( hehehe, yes Puri Indah Mall), and Mbak Ratih looks just like what she imagine she would be, she looks beautiful, classy and gentle too. It's kinda hard to believe for that lucky girl, Mbak Ratih really willing to accros universe just to meet her ( hahaha, not really universe, but it's quite far. that girl lived in west side and Mbak Ratih work in south side). After a long fun talk, Mbak Ratih open her big black bag and gave her a pencil, a pen and a drawing book, she asked that girl to draw anything she want, so she drawed her favorite character, named Lola. Out of nowhere, Mbak Ratih offering that lucky girl, that very lucky girl to make her own book, a fairy tale book, with story and ilustration all by her.

From her email Mbak Ratih already talked about her and a book by her, but fairy tale?? ilustrator?? whooaa! She's got nothing to say, she's speechless, it feels like someone just sucked up her soul. The only words that popped out from her mind is AY CARAMBA!!! Mbak Ratih told her to think about it, and gave her a week to decide. She's one lucky girl isn't she?

Am I that easy to guess? yes you got me right. That lucky girl is me. and last Monday is the day that I have to give Mbak Ratih the answer. Do you want to know what my answer is? I'll give you a hint. I'm a stupid girl. so yeah, this stupid girl said no. It's the hardest conversation ever, to call Mbak Ratih and tell her why, but like I told you before she's one of the nicest lady I ever knew, she's fully understand and said, anytime, anywhere I change my mind I can always call her. She even said that I'm the coolest kid she ever meet in live. Whoaaa! that's too much. really too much. I'm more like this shy girl with glasses and look tottaly like a geek. I even still on my uniform that day. One of the sweet conversation I had with her on the phone. Mbak Ratih (MR), and me.
MR : so we meet in starbuck okay? at 4 pm, I'll wait for you with a cake ready just for you
Me : hehehe thank you! but how do I recognize you? or how do you recognize me? should I wear some red jacket or something?
MR : you don't have to, I'll recognize you.
Me : well how you...
MR : I just have to look the coolest kid in town, how hard could it be?
Me : wrooong... you have too look for a strange kid with oversize uniform and round glasses
MR : yes a strange cool kid
Me : no no no, just strange.

and yes she recognised me the minute I enter the door, with my worry nanny follow me behind. She's waving with her perfect smile and perfect cake ready on the table, she kissed me on my cheek and said
MR : see, it's not hard. the coolest kid in town just like I told you.
me : speechless.

I already told Mbak Ratih the reason behind my no answer, and she said it was okay. And somehow I feel like I owe you all an explanation too, but really, it's not easy to get me, even my sister sometimes said that I'm kinda twisted. hahaha, somehow I can't say that I'm not. you see.. the reason is, it's just... just not feels right. The idea of me making my own book in my age was overwhelming, but there's something inside of me that keep on whisper, "are you sure?", "are you ready for this?", "is this what you really want?" gosh, it's hard. Do you watch Oprah? I bet you do, well me too, she's one of some person I look into, I maybe don't have a mom to show me the way, but I still have Oprah right? and she once said

"before you agree to do anything that might add even the smallest amount of stress to your life, ask yourself : what is my true intention? Give yourself time to let yes resound within you. When it's right. I guarantee that your entire body will feel it."

and me, don't hear any "yes", well to be true, you can call me a chicken or whatever. but seriously I'm scared. too scared. Because it's not gonna end up there, believe me I know. People will put their eyes on me, well don't get me wrong, I'm beyond happy when someone called my name in the crowd asked for photos, a short chat or even just a little kiss, believe me you make my whole week beautiful with that. But more than that, really, I'm not sure I can handle it. well maybe not yet.

Even now I feel that my life is kinda different compare to my friends. One of my friend told me that she has a cousin who knows me from my blog and really curious about me, and when me and my friends go for a movie we accidentally bumped with her cousin, and the next day she told me that her cousin thinks I dress too usual and nothing special, and she tought I will be lot cooler. Well all I can say is, what should I wear then? I just go for a movie with friends in mall that only took 10 minutes from home. do I supposed to wear a vintage dress? a boots? don't think so. Do you see what I mean? somehow someway people expect something more fand more from me and I'm not sure I can manage more than this for now. I don't want more people coming just to seek my mistakes, because I do alot of mistakes, and it feels not good, it feels like hell when you know someone is diggin for your flaws, well I can assure you that I'm not flawless. Mbak Ratih said to me, if you do this, more people will love me, and some will love me more. and I answered yes, true, but maybe more people will hate, and more people will hate me more.

About hate, I'm trying to ignore it, well people love people hate. I'm trying to go easy with that. but what I scared about is I'm too young, I'm only 11. oh yes, that's also why sometimes I refused some interview, some magazine feature. I do love an interview, it's crazy seeing your face on a magz! It's not I'm being snob or anything, but there was a lot of times when I think that my friends and school are more important. It's always makes me sad everytime my sister pull a face when she knows that I'm refused an interview for only a movie out with my friends. but it's not just 'only' for me. this what matters for me. I know you never even try to force me or anything, but I know that you feel disappointed, and It's hell for me knows that I'm letting you down. I never explain this to you, but from all of the people in the world I tought you'll understand.

I love fashion so much sir, love it to death, but what if ? only what if, someday I get bored? someday I don't feel like to dress up anymore. and it's to late, people already put a mark on me, a fashion girl. what people gonna say? And how if someday I have this big passion on something else but because I already drown to deep, I loose all the will swim for another island ?.
Oprah also said : "Often we don't even realize who we're meant to be because we're so busy trying to live out someone else's ideas. But other people and their opinions hold no power in destiny"

Me, I'm still 11 and I don't want when I get number 17 I loose all of my will to win. I don't want being 11 and already give all of me. Let me just prepare myself, so when I think I'm ready for something more. I am ready. So I still got something to suprise you all. And let me just prepare myself, so it will be more hard when someone try to knock me down. It's crazy I know, put down a great chance, but it is true what Oprah said once again : "As you become more clear about who you really are, you'll be better able to decide what is best for you - the first time around"

Something I know for sure is that now I love the thing the way it is, love to blog, love to dress up, love to take pictures, love when you said hi to me, love to go to my own crazy wonderland. And this is the best for me now. Love you all way to much! kisses and hugs!

and I also know this fo sure, I love love love this picture of me by kak Tatiana. Love you so much kak!

and talking about wonderland, here's me in my wonderland, do you know that Alice is not the only person who had visited Wonderland? oh you don't know? well now you know. hehehe.

so dance anyone?

we're fools whether we dance or not, so we might as well dance
~ japanese proverb

headband : chloris
dress : old dress
socks : sox gallery
shoes : aixaggio

so have you been to wonderland?

*background are courtesy of disney from Alice in wonderlan movie :)

~ to Mbak Ratih thank you sooo sooo much, and this post is dedicated to you, and yes of course we can always talk. just give me a call!

ps : please mind my bad bad grammar. hehehe

A mad flower day

2010-04-26T19:51:00.006+07:00

So.. hey! it's Monday already! I hope you having a very great Monday ( even I kinda doubt that, hehehe), but hey! I'll try to brighten up your lazy Monday with this posting, hope it's work!

Let see... remember my flowery post? yeah I know it's like so looong time ago, and remember when I said that my flowery post will be continue? well my lips don't lie, so here's the new episode, but first I have say I'm so sorry for the one year delay (what a bad bad blogger!) but I know that you all love me enough to forgive me right? right! hehehe.

For your information I'm addicted to flower pattern, seriously. Anyone who knows me in the real life you knows that I'm kinda boyish, but but but.. speaking of flower pattern ( and ooh and lace!! I love lace!) I just can't resist it, it's to beautiful! but on my defence who can resist it? can you? I bet you can't.

If you see me when I was about five I'm all about flower dress, flowing dress, it's all about pretty dresses ( nooo if you asking, the anwer is no. no I'm not dressing myself when I was 5, it was my mom and sisters who dressing me up back then), now I still madly in love with flower patterns, still feeling deadly gergous and happy when I wearing pretty dresses, but something change a lil bit, now my boyish side want's to play along too, so this is what happen when you got boyish and girlie side with same strong power mixed up in you mind. It turns out pretty well I guess, what do you think?

Ouch it's almost 10 PM, and I have school tomorrow, I got to go now. or else my nanny will get heart attack. So here's my pictures for you, post it right before I bump into my bed, and hope it can light your Monday a lil bit. Good night folks! sleep tight and have a nice dream! and oh! I'm in love with this quote :

"If you've never been thrilled to the very edges of your soul by a flower in spring bloom, maybe your soul has never been in bloom".
~Terri Guillemets

Who said boots can't work with a girlie look, it can! I'll show you, and oh, don't you just love the shape of the dress? I'm in love! I called this one :

a Lady like

dress : j.b.Xpress
pearl necklace : I have it for too long, I can't remember
heart wings necklace : Tiffany & co
socks : sox gallery
shoes : chaussure shop

When my sister saw me wearing this whole outfit, she said : "you look like 80's Madonna" well Madonna, that's a good sign! I love her book English rose is so awesome! so I called this look :

My Madonna

Dress : Randi
random necklace and bracelets : f21,topshop,unbranded,DIY
fingerless gloves : a gift
stockings : from my dance class
socks : sox gallery
shoes : converse

I love this long purple dress! suppa love! it gives me a hippie vibe, love it!

dress : Philly california
random rings : F21,
do you see that gold and shock pink ring? it's from HSM barbie doll! it's a class ring! pretty right?
socks: sox gallery
shoes : converse

Now, it's the last one, with my flower dress I'm so ready to rocked out the world! all I'm missing is my guitar, this one is perfect example how leather jacket mixed so well with almost anything hehehe, I called this one :

Rocker Flower

dress : DB sport by David Benjamin
leather jacket : zara kids
necklaces : random, topshop,unbranded,f21,etc
socks : shoes gallery

shoes :converse

PS : ohh yes, yes, this is not all, I still got plenty of florwery dress, so yes this is :

to be continue

and the winner are....

2010-04-20T03:01:00.002+07:00

Hello everybody!! yes yes the result is out, and I've got the list of the winners in my hand. But first, I've got a little story to tell, in my entire 11 years of life this is the first time my brain got so dizzy, and work super hard. fuuhh, let me tell you, making giveaway is not as easy as it looks, the most hard part is when I have to choose the winner, Oh Good God, it's hard! I want you all to win, really do! but what can I do? this is all I can do with my pocket money. hope you all understand. It's super hard decision, when I knew picking someone will dissapointing the other one, and believe me dissapointing people is really not my field. And thank you so so so much for your participate, I love you guys sooo much!

But yeah, every game has a winner, and our winner are..... ( read it with oscar winner way)

Bow belt
Silmi Sabila

Butterfly scarf
Fhen

leopard scarf
Crémeuse aux fraises

Leaf bangle
ItoMaki

summer charm bracelet
Sii meimi

peacock necklace
Essenchy's

purple shoes
Gilbert Ganda

mango delirium parfume
Blackenthered

Congratulation for all the winners! hope you as excited as I am! Please send me your name and full addres (with zip code) to my email evitanuh@yahoo.com and write the subject of your email "I'm the winner" please send me the email as soon as possible, so I can send the package right away.And for those who does not win yet, I promise I will make another giveaway, pinky promise!

kisses and hugs guys!!

sorry we're closed!

2010-04-17T18:25:00.004+07:00

Halloha! yayy! thank you so so much for the participate on my giveaway, so glad knowing that you all love the gift that picked for you, but now sadly I have to announce that my giveaway is officially close now, and I won't accept any new entry after this post. :)

And now please give me some times to read all your comment and pick the winner, hahaha yes I will spend my saturday night to read your comment. I'll try to make an announcement as fast as I can, and I promise you I will announce the winner not later than Tuesday. So it might be 3 days from now, or it might be sooner :). I'll contact the winner by email ( if you add your email on your comment) or your blog. That's all I guess, now I have to search my glasses and start reading now, this is gonna be a long long night! May the best win. so... I guess night everybody!

*kisses to you all!

my first giveaway!

2010-04-10T02:42:00.010+07:00

Yeah I know, finally right? hahaha... but hey, here we go now!

I love bracelet, love it so much! so I choose two for you all

I love love this summer charmbracelet, it's so cute!

I find this leaf bangle is so beautiful!

for this shoes, the size is about 35/36
so please only choose this shoes if it's fits your size

Love the shape and love the smell!

many people likes my bow belt on my previous post
so I decide to put this on giveaway, and it's the red one!

I love purple! and the leopard print are just so beautiful!

this scarf is even more beautiful in the real life!

cool necklace! I'm a necklaces collector myself
so I decide to choose this quirky necklace for you

hehehe, I even already put all the gift in a beautiful and cute box from lovely lace
so they will be ready to sent to your door :D

It's been like forever since I said that I want to make a giveaway, a 1 year birthday of my blog, check! more than 1000 followers ( still wooowwed about that till now) check! what else? hmm... I got to many things to celebrate and always want to make a giveaway to thank you all my readers, my followers, still here reading my blog, waiting my blog post ( which I know take a thousand years from one post to another post ) I know I'm such a bad bad blogger, a turtle blogger, but you still here anyhow. It's funny how some of your angry, dissapointed emails never fails to make me smile, yes, when you all angry and dissapointed when I'm not posting for a looooong time. But you know what? I already try my best to keep posting, so please bare my turtle side.

And oh, I'm a super newbie in this giveaway thing so not really sure how this thing is work, but I do some research about giveaway and what people do when they held a giveaway, so I think this is what you have to do to enter this giveaway :

1. choose, choose choose
this is a bad news, but you can only choose one. Choose which gift do you want the most, remember only one.

2. I want you to help me
here's the story, I have a facebook account and it blown me away that I have so much new friends that added me as a friend on facebook, so in kindda short time it's full. I've been planning to make second account, but you know me, I'm not really sure I can handle two account, and I also affraid that I will neglect the old one. And taking advice from many friends and readers I'm planning to make a group page ( hahaha, still feels weird, seriously I'm thinking like thousand times before I decide to write this ) so yeah, so many people advice me to do it. so help me decide, yes or no? yay or nay? and why?

2. tell the world about this giveaway
like all people said the more the merrier! please make a blogpost about this giveaway, don't forget to add the link of the post on your comment :) and oh you can tweet about this giveaway too! It will be wonderfull! (and don't forget to mention it on your comment)

3. No you do not have to follow me
but it will be awesome if you do! hehehe

that's all I guess. And oh, don't forget make sure you leave an email addres or a blog link so I know where I can find you if you turn out to be the winner. I will close this giveaway on 17 April 2010, and will announce the winner right after I read the comments and decide the winner, because no, I will not randomly choose, I will select and choose :) so please give me some time, but I promise I will be quick

and oh! I almost forgot! This giveaway it open to everyone worldwide!

The best things in life are never rationed...

2010-04-03T21:34:00.005+07:00

Hello everybody! how's your weekend? I hope your having a great one, because I do! nothing beats family quality time! nothing! I don't even care where we going, as long as my daddy is there, my two sisters is there then I'm the happiest kid around. Well to spent this 3 days of holiday we decided to watching movies! yeahhh! so I watched 2 movies Hachiko and Clash of the Titans, but this post is dedicated to one of the most talking about movie in my country , an it's Hachiko, and I've been dying to watch it since last week, but hmm... to be true I kindda scare too, I know it's a sad sad sad story, and moreover it's a true story! I already know about Hachiko heartbreaking story since I was 6 I guess, it's my father who told me the story , a story about a dog statue in Japan that made in honour for his loyalty, for his love to his master, and for his unconditional and endless love and I remember I was crying back then. And I'm pretty sure I'm gonna crying too right now. but I watched it anyhow, and yes, I crying like a river and out from the theater with swollen eyes and runny nose. For you who haven't watch it I'll warn you, prepare a box of tissue, and a strong heart or invulnerable heart would evenbe better. seriously, for you who doesn't prepare yourself to cry every minute, every second whenever you remember how Hachiko always comeback to the same station for nine years! *yes you right I'm crying again now.

I remember hearing one of my friends telling the story of Hachiko to another friend of mine who haven't watched yet and he said it's story about "a professor and a lost dog..." Ohh how I wish I can said that it's not about that, not as simple as that! it's not just about relation between a man and a dog, it's not that! it's about... it's about loyalty, it's about love, and something that only heart can feel and not any word can tell. ughh I can't type no more, yup to many tears... and it's alredy past my curfew after all, so I have to leave with you with this photos, and hope you like it. and ohh I have to say this and sen this message to you, please love your pets, and since love is not enough, please take good care of them, don't just take them because they're cute, but take them when you feel you responsible enough! please please please. once again please.

here, I leave you with a cute quotes about dog and about loyalty, that I looove so much!

“A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.”

~Josh Billings

“If there are no dogs in Heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went.”
~anonymous

“If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't follow. I'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall.~anonymous

“The best things in life are never rationed. Friendship, loyalty, love, do not require coupons.”
~anonymous

shirt : Girdano kids
black bow : DIY
vest : so old I can't even remember where I get it
brown polkadot cardigan : zara kids
bow belt : online store ( forgot the name)
watch : a souvenirs from Mekkah
shorts : zara kids
polkadot tights : GAP kids
shoes : a gift from my sister

I playing with the crying sun

2010-03-22T15:00:00.006+07:00

Hello there mate! how are you today? it's monday already in my country, and yes, just like billion other people outside, I don't love Monday. Ughhh back to daily life after fun and wicked weekend always bring a bad bad mood, aight? How I wish to invent a time machine so I can fast forward time to saturday again and again and again. fuuuh...

hehehe please do mind my lazyness, and get straight to the topic. I'm dying to show something to you all! and I only got 1 hour to blogging ( yeah you right, I really need some serious conversation with my dad about this 1 hour policy, it's killing me! did you hear it too? tic toc tic toc, the clock is ticking! what? you don't hear anything? see daddy I'm going mad! )

The thing is, people asked me this question quite a lot, "what the best part of being a blogger?" hmm let see all I can say is besides having a lot lot of new friend, one of the best part is "free stuff" my friend, yes free stuff. It's always confused me, because this happens not just once or twice. I was looking at this online shopping website, drolling, and wishing I got big money on my pocket to buy some of the items, but since my pocket is ( always) dry and not like my sisters who have that magic card that allows them to buy anything, and sadly all I have is student card in my wallet ( oh yes, I always wondering what is that beautiful magic card all about? why can't I have one? why why why? it's like a genie from the bottle that transform into a card! all my daddy said is "NOT until your 18 missie") so yes all I can do is drolling even more.

So can you imagine how I feel when out of nowhere the owner of the store emailed me and said that they want to send me a free stuff ? well I'm going gaga, speechless. and like I said it's not happens just once. funny right? how the destiny playing. is like we were meant to be ( me and the stuff, hehehehe). It's still fresh in my memory the day that my jaw is dropped when this box is come, a big box from nefertiti jewelz just like 3 days after I drolling all over my laptop when I saw all nefertiti collection, and inside of the box, there it goes, 2o more items from nefertiti, I even don't know how to describe my feeling, maybe it's what a sweet tooth kids felt when suddenly the king commands him to live in candy land.

The destiny is playing again, this time with Only I and Baubles n fun, I was amazed with only i website, the design is super wicked! the collection is super cool and how I'm in love with the owner, kak Cindy. and for baubles, oh my, oh my their necklaces is beyond cute!! I'm dying to have one. so here's my bundle of love. hope you enjoy it as much as I do :D

from Baubles n Fun
I always believe that hand made items is always served you the best quality, and also everything that made with love. and this necklace was handmade with love, how beautiful is that?

Thank you kak Cindy for the uber cool packages! lovvvveee it!

so here's me playing with the crying sun

beret hat : some boutique
top : only I ~ crying sun
star belt : zara for kids
black pants : tailor made
white boots : chaussure shop

Ciao people! have a great Monday all!

a green riding hood?

2010-03-14T17:31:00.002+07:00

Wooooheey! How are you people? Long time no see... well I’m practically buried with assignments and home works fuuhh, thanks God I just passed exam! so I can relax a lil bit. and oh! do you miss my post? Well I do, but too bad I haven’t done any new photo shoot yet. My sister is super duper busy, and all I can do is waiting. Like today, I supposed to go to Go Girl Phenomenon but I can’t because my sister can’t go with me. Huuuh how I wish to grow faster so I can go anywhere alone. Oh well…

But hey, I just found my photos from my last holiday! So here it is. I hope you like it. I love the old effect on this photos.

You may not believe this, but that old man has the sweetest smile

The next outfit is my favorite, the first time I saw that green cape I was in love. it reminds me of red riding hood, only it is green, it even inspired me to make a story from it a twisted of red riding hood story well maybe not story ,it's more kinda like a poem . and oh I have to warn you, this is quite creepy story, ahh I mean poem. hehehehe.

Oh what a poor you Mr.Wolfie

Everyone thinks you kidnap that girl

That girl with a red riding hood

Oh I’m sorry Mr. Wolfie, really sorry

I don’t mean to be naughty

But that girl is the sweetie

and no one think it was me

no no Mr. Wolfie I won’t eat her nor being scary

I just need a friend to accompany me

To play hide and seek with

I don’t like to be lonely

So when I’m hiding behind the tree

Someone will searching for me

And then find me

I hope you forgive me Mr. Wolfie

and tell her granny

she's doing just fine with me

I hope you forgive me Mr.Wolfie

Or maybe you care enough to join me?

With love~ a girl with green riding hood

green cape : contemporary concept jeans

black pants : zara for kids

black long sleeves : zara for kids

boots : zara for kids

L.O.V.E

2010-03-03T19:01:00.004+07:00

Whoa it’s been like forever since my last post. Super sorry, life been to amusing for me these days. Hmm… I know it’s freakin late, but I really want to know, how’s your valentine days people? Is it full of love? Talk about Valentines Day; let’s talk about love! Seriously if someone ask me in the face “hey you kid! What is love really mean” I believe I’m going gaga… what is love? Never really find the right word to describe it. Even people around me had different perspective about love. I asked my daddy, he said love is “well love is …love is love“ see even my daddy who I thought knows everything in this world had no idea what a love is. (lesson 1 : even smart one, had no idea about love), I asked my nanny, and she said, “hush! Your too little to talk about love” seriously? (Lesson 2 : okay now I think love is something that for adult only? Not so sure though) I asked my sister and she said “love is sucks!” (lesson 3 : don’t ask about love to a broken hearted one, hehe), I asked my other sister, she said “love is the most beautiful feeling in this world” ( okay, she’s just got back from her date, her answer is cannot be trusted. If that’s true, then why are you crying like a river several days ago? Ha!)

People around me can’t help me much, I have to figure it out by myself. Well for me my love is : my daddy, my sisters. That’s all I know. I don’t really understand what is the feeling inside that I had for them. For example, I know I love my daddy waaaaay toooo much! Here’s why. I’ll die for him. There so many times that I hope I’ll die sooner than my daddy, so I won’t have to face reality that I have to live without him. If that happen I’ll die. At that time I know I love him. But there’s so many times that I think, If I die first, he will be broken down, he have to live without me, and he will be sad, he will be crying so bad, he said it a lots of times, he cannot live without me. I don’t want to see my daddy sad, that’s the last thing I want to see in this world. Let me the one who cry so loud, let me be the one who mourn in years, let me be the one who feel that emptiness. It will be hell, I know. But I’ll do it for you. At that time I know. That is love. I’ll take your sadness, I’ll cover up for you. I’ll hush-hush the dark cloud that chasing you. I’ll do it without thinking twice. Isn’t that simple word ‘LOVE’ is to simple for this feeling?

To make it simple, I’ll show you some of the reason why I love my daddy:

1. I love my daddy because he trade all his fun for spending times with me, take good care of me, by himself, do all mommy job. People called my daddy a single parent, I called him a single fighter. I know I can be hard sometimes, as hard as that gladiator muscle. Right daddy?

2. I love my daddy not because he gave me a nanny to complete my need 24 hours a day, but because he thought me to said thanks and please to my nanny. To be nice.

3. I love my daddy not because he bought me everything that I want, because that thing is not happens, I don’t always get what I want, but he will make sure I got all the things that I need.

4. I love how my daddy tucks me in every night, and how we pray together every single night. He wants me to pray. Pray not only for us, but also for the world, for grandpa in heaven, for my grandma health, for my big family, for my good friends and my bad friends, and last but not least pray for my mom. And he make sure I do my pray every night.

5. I love my daddy because he keeps me real, he teaches me how and when to say no, and be brave to say it.

6. Hey I can doing this all night …I have like ten thousand reasons. But the best thing is, he’s the greatest dad ever, I don’t need any reason to love him.

I love you daddy, thank you for making me, me! I know how I can be so stubborn sometimes, I got that from you, remember? I know I can be so annoying sometimes, I know I makes you feel hell on earth. But still, you ask me not to grow so fast.

And anyhow, talking about love, I know for sure that there’s some people who love me, here’s some gifts that I received from Valentines Day, yay!

OPI hallowen edition, I always get jealous with my sister nailpolish collection, and love to play around with it, so rather than I make a mess of her collection she decide to get me this, yay! I got free tatto too!

loove this!! in real life the bag it's not so big, and fits me perfectly :D

ohhh my, isn't this is the coolest charm bracelet ever? okay this is actually a key ring but I will use it as charm bracelet :D

hehehe so cute!!! it's hello kitty ring lipbalm, this is kyuuutooo!

Uhhh Good God, this is like one of my favorite gift ever! teen vogue handbook and sartorialist book! and oh, this is actually not my valentine gift, it's my birthday gift that I got from a friend of my sister, but since this package arrived on february, so it feels like I just got fantastic valentine gift :D he said I will love it, and he's right!!!

yay! happy birthday to me! :D

I know, I know, I wasn't supposed to wear parfume yet, but this is major cuteness! and this is absolutely great gift, how can I said no?

Hehehehe, my bundle of joy ;P

And oh! almost forget, Ehm… So what is love for you? I would love to know

The desire to reach for the sky runs deep in our human psyche. ~Cesar Pelli

2010-01-28T16:33:00.004+07:00

Bonjour everybody! How’s you day? Well mine is… kindda boring I guess, school, course, school, school, and again and again. Fuhh I really need some holiday. You too right? Yes? hmm… I thought so too. Ahh talking about holiday, I remember I haven’t upload all my last holiday photos, I never got the time for it, until now. So I will post it now and after all it’s already quite long time since my last picture right? not such a good idea though, it makes me more dying for holiday *sigh

And oh about the next photos please mind my unfashionable clothes, my daddy won’t like the idea of me bringing too much clothes, so I pretty much wearing everything that I can find in my suitcase, hope you still love me, hehehehe.

follow me, and see why I'm following Uncle Roy

ok, my heart beating like a drum!

bowler hat : cherokee
Jacket : GAP
( don't you think it's quite similar with Jacket by alexander wang for GAP? my sister have that one, and I'm tottaly drolling over it! and when i look at this baby, I gone crazy! mamamia!)
unicorn t-shirt : zara kids
brown pants : unbranded bought it in bandung
shoes : zara kids

Flying flying flying, you know what? You probably already know that I love quotes, some quotes are easy to understand, but some are not, one of my favorite quotes is from Amelia Earhart who also one of my favorite women, she said “You haven't seen a tree until you've seen its shadow from the sky” yes it’s a simple quotes, but definitely not easy to understand, I want to feel her passion, I want to see it by myself, experience it! I asked my daddy how it feels like, and he said, it’s beyond word… not helping daddy… not helping…

Now I know the only way I can understand what she feels I have to try it by myself . Hahaha no, I won’t flying a plane, for now this gantole is enough for me, and I’m not even riding it, I’m only the passenger, but all I can say is, the rush of adrenaline is crazy, my palm is sweating like crazy. But it feels fantastic! But one day when I’m old enough and this curiosity of flying still rush in my blood, my daddy promise that I can take my license. Uncle Roy ( he's a somekind of flight instructure) said that I have to be 14 to take license and that’s not even for a plane it’s for glider license, for a motor plane I have to be 16 to take the license, I guess I can only wait for my time now. Right?

Leonardo Davinci who’s one of my favorite men alive said this:
“When once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return”
ohhhh you make me want to driving my own plane even more! Ohh daddy can’t we just say that I’m fourteen?? Pleaaaseeee…. Don’t bother to ask,my daddy will say NO in a second. Sighhh…..

hahahaha, don't you just love that t-shirt?

And oh talk about flying, I feel like flying when kak Sabila from Pastel Girl send me a message and tell me that she want to send me a pair of flat shoes …. Thank youu sooo much! So can’t wait, I always adore her Mint store collection, I bet you do too, here’s some pictures of Mint shoes, and oh you can see the collection in here ( click click the picture below )

quick but important post

2010-01-24T16:47:00.003+07:00

Heyyy yaaa! it's Sunday! how's your weekend people? great? mine too! :D just check to make this super cool post. It's a super big news! the result for Tongue in Chic award is out already, and I'm here to bring you the great news! yes people yes... ( ohhh am I being to easy to read?) We win!! yayy! thank you thank you thank you for your vote! I know some bad thing happens in the process, there were some war comment in my category, and it hurts, hurts so bad. I can't justified some people who said some bad words about other nominee just to defend me, but all I can say is, thank you! that is not a good thing though, but thank you. for being there for me., and more than 3000 vote? God... I'm wordless ( is that even a word? wordless?) hahahaha

let's cut it short, so here's our winner people!

come in a 1st place :

come in 2nd place :

come in 3rd place :

That's a wrap people :D congratulation to all winner! and of course to all winner from other countries! you guys are amaaazzziiing! I love this award because it's give me a chance to know all about you guys!

leaving you with this cool quote from Ralph Waldo Emerson :

“Win as if you were used to it, lose as if you enjoyed it for a change.”

Priceless :Too valuable to admit of being appraised

2010-01-15T22:22:00.007+07:00

Morning people! Its Saturday again I feel extra lazy today, rain is pouring outside! love this cloudy day sooo much! Hmm… what news do I have? Let see. Hmmm… ahhh! I know! If you do not notice two weeks ago are birthday, and yes I’ve got some fabulous gifts, not forget to mention the incredible feelings that I get when all the people in the ball room singing a birthday song for me, bring me cake to surprise me, right after the firework, in the middle of new year festivity. That feeling let me tell you… it’s priceless, ohh what a night! But it’s not stop there, after that I received so many gifts that I called something priceless, you cannot just put a price tag on it, like I said it’s priceless! This feeling that I get it’s beyond everything. Even a “Happy” word seems too simple to describe my feeling. Let’s start counting, write this down in no particular order.

First, well this is actually not really my birthday gift, but since I got it not so long after my birthday, so yes I consider this is my birthday gift. I’m on B’girl magazine January edition. After that Kak Ema send this to my email and look what she sent me! It’s an official greeting from kak Adiba Musawa editor in chief B’girl magazine. Yaaayy!!!

Tongue in Chic once again successfully makes my day! Look! They featured me in their website, with a very super cute collage of me, and whoaaa! click click on the picture to see it!

They also featured me and put me in Fashion Brights Under 16 article! What a great great gift, don’t you think?

And when I think life can not be any better, kak Lala Bohang from cracking stupid things and kak Tatiana from la maison de popa send me this : Oh my God! Isn’t lovely? Thank you soooo sooo much! And talk about drawing I want to show you my picture made by kak Desta from and the fireflies kissing me, am I the luckiest kid or what? Love you kak Lala, kak Tatiana, kak Desta ! I wish I can be as good as you guys someday.

by kak Tatiana

by kak Lala

by kak Desta

An these, I’m speechless…. Kak May send me a message in my facebook, and she said that I will love this and she also send me link to this website: Indonesia matters and guess what? I’m speechless…. It’s a list of top 100 blog in Indonesia, and and what on earth?! Me? Moi? And this messy, neglected blog got 9 rank! How crazy is that? And even crazier in the blog in English list I’ve got third rank! Crazy crazy crazy…. Beautifully crazy!

that's all folks! is not that my other present less great than this list, but it's not easy to put it here one by one, I've got some really cool stuff actually! but maybe next time okay! love you all! have a great weekend people!

kisses and hugs!!!

hoooliddaaaayyy! ( say it with madonna song style )

2010-01-08T20:53:00.006+07:00

Hello 2010! How are you people? Whoa just realize this is my first post in 2010 and my first post as 11 years old girl! I really can’t wait to post this, but to bad holiday is over, and I’m start juggling and struggling with school again ughh I barely touch my laptop. Busy busy busy. Thank God it’s Friday night and my home is full, all of my daddy’s friend is coming so I’m sure I’m gonna off from his radar for quite some time Hehehehe. so no one will tell me to sleep or something, yihaaaa!!! ( ssshhht! Daddy thinking I was sleep, don’t make a sound… )

Speaking about holiday how’s your holiday? Is it fun? I hope it is. Well mine is … hmm, let see what the right word is? Uh yeah! Lady Gaga would say it’s fantastico! I spent my holiday with my cousins and we having so much fun. If the myth was true that laugh will make you fat, then I would be like 1000 ton right now, but no that’s just a myth.

The place where I go is so sick! It’s sooo beautiful! And oh, I do take some pictures there, some friends ask me what do I wear in my daily life, nothing special I guess, jeans, t-shirt, shorts, something like that, and yeah I wear glasses. And now you can see what I wear during the holiday, fyi the sun shine alright, but the air is freaking cold! So here it is…

Sherlocks

brown fedora hat : zara man
trench coat : zara kids
stripes sweater : adams boys, : www.adams.co.uk
gray jeans : zara kids
blue shoes : aixagio
suitcase : a birthday present from a good a friend of my sis,
I believe he bought it from lovely lace

Me with Zeus my camera, ughh it feels good when I say “my” mine.
I’m kindda look like Sherlock Holmes in here, don’t you think?
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red poncho

I'm in looovee with this red poncho, it's warm, it's warm, and got a nice colour to! what else could you ask?

bowler hat : cherokee
red poncho : Ffox
gray jeans : zara kids
shoes : zara kids

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stripey straps!

bowler hat : cherokee
brown sweater : zara kids
bag : sachi bag
shorts : zara kids
tights : gap kids
shoes : zara kids ( for boys)

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I'm in love with the sky

feels like I'm in sound of music movie set!

do you see what i see?

bowler hat : cherokee
black long sleeves shirt : zara kids
shawl : zara kids
pants : zara kids
boots : zara kids

will soon added more pictures in here and in my facebook, there's some more.

ughh I feel sleepy now... *yawn. I really need some sleep. Good night everybody, take care! sleep tight! don't let the bugs bite!

kisses and hugss!

This is going to be my last post people

2009-12-26T02:18:00.006+07:00

Seriously it is.... last post in 2009 ... hahahhaha... ( not funny?.. sorry..)

Hello people! It’s holly holiday time right? Just want to say "MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR! hope you all having a good times! I bet you do, it’s holiday after all. Ahhh, 2009 will end, how time flies eh? I even still remember the sweet taste of my birthday cake last year. Ohhhh yes! A new year is a new age for me too! geeezzz..... I'm officially past a decade in 1st January, I feel so old now. Hahahaha, just kidding, I'm so thrill to be 11, it's a good number. And hey! , I can feel that I'm changing, seriously. I'm more laid back now, maybe it's because i feel that school is not something so dreadful anymore, I'm so in love with my new school, and my schoolmates are the coolest! is not that I hate my old school, but yeah, honestly it's just not my place, I don't feel like 'home' there.

What else? nothing I guess, still the same person, my daddy and my sisters still said that I'm annoying, hahahhaha, but no, I'm not open to adopt, they won't let me go, they love me to much. I know that, they said it every night and day, love you back! Daddy! Sis! Even though I don't say it out loud, but I do, I really really do! You can cross my heart.

Everything pretty much the same I guess, still the old me, who got nerve to punch ( who ever are you) in the face, who said that I don't have a childhood life, just because I like to dress up and write a diary ( but in my case I do it online ), wait, who are you again? Trying to judge me, said things about me, that's funny, I don't get it ....you don't even know me right? (God, I think I really need an anger management, so sorry for the bad words, but I'm only 10, what do you expect? okay almost 11 but still.... okay... * now I'm taking a deep deep breath, count 1,2,3,4... relax... relax...) Okay, I feel better, let's continue.... sorry if you think I’m being to sensitive, it’s just, saying bad words about my childhood = you are criticize my daddy parenting skill, and please please don’t do that, I can take critique as long as not about my daddy, I love him waaaayyy to much. So please just don’t cross the line.

And yeah I’m still not like doing a resolution thing, still think it’s a just a big burden, well I guess I'm just not a good dreamer. Still don't know what to answer when people ask me what I want to be, it might be a simple question, but it's too hard to answer. the reason is I really really don't know what I'm going to be,( well I know what I want to be, but it's a secret, that I want to keep for myself ). And quite different from the old days (read. a year ago ) I'm not going to tell you what I think as my achievements, but I'm going to do this with kak Anna ( from much love ) style, I'm going to write down 10 things that I liked in 2009, you can do this too if you want, it's fun! Let’s start shall we?

1. First! Got this on 1st January 1999, I still remember how excited I am, well of course it's my Birthday gifts! And yes, I was in love with high school musical back then, my sister said that "your just a little girl after all" well of course I am! * I've got some extra gifts after the photo shoot, too bad I forgot to take the picture. hehhehe I'm proudly pronounce that I got two Gabriella and two troy ( in different edition ), Sharpay, two Kelsie and two Ryan barbie doll
( hehehe, yes I've got same gift, but believe me they got the same share of love ).

2. I'm on girlfriend magazine! Can you believe that? Well I still can't...

3. Being nominated in Tongue in Chic award, under category “a face to watch out in 2010” to be honest I really don't care about winning, you should see the other nomination, being nominated is already a big big honor for me. Ahhh that reminds me! please vote for me again in here hehehe ( you can vote every one hour, so if you love me... please.... hehehehe)

4. I won wondershoe contest! Fair and square! And got myself 5 pair of lovely shoes!

5. Being reviewed by Tongue in Chic on their page, they wrote a super nice thing about me, you can read it here

6. Got reviewed by another blogger! Kak Mia is kind enough to send me an email and there it is, list of links to blog or site that make a review about me, good God, how do I say thank you to them? I know this is not enough, but THANK YOU!

7. I learn more about photography, and just got my very own DSLR camera, yeah my sister got a new one, so her old one is passed on me now. But I wooooff it sooo much it's Olympus E- 510, and I called him Zeus ( you know, he was the most powerful god on Mount Olympus based on Greek myths).

* ps and no, the camera on the picture is not Zeus

8. I learn a new language, it's Chinese (mandarin) language... and yes, it's hard

9. I'm getting good at baking thing, hehehe, you should try my cupcakes!

10. Last but of course not the least, YOU, I LOVE YOU, my reader! I love love love your comments, your nice word, your great advice, thank you! Thank you! Thank you! This is true, one simple comment from you is totally brighten my day! And you too my silent reader! You know I love you!

It’s funny if you think about it, that the next time we meet it will be a different year, and I’m not 10 again… Ooops daddy calling, I have to go now! I’m off for my holiday! So we meet next year okay! Don’t miss me, even though I’m pretty sure I’m gonna miss you all! Have a nice holiday people!!!

Kisses and hugs!

double fun!

2009-11-29T21:29:00.006+07:00

Teeeettt teeeerrroooott teeeetttt tooottt.... ( yes, just imagine a trumpet sound ) and drum roll please.... yaaayy a quite big thing just happen to me,! ahh things not just thing, because I got two good news to share. ( writing this thing, with a big big smile on my face )

first news

I don't know why, and how but somehow I've got nominated by www.tonguechic.com on their Annual style award 2009, in "the face to watch out for 2010" category, how cool is that ?! so if you love me, please vote me in here or you can just click the picture above :)

well I don't have to tell you this, because I know you already knew, but still got to say it "I love you all" *kissess

second news

first thing first I got be honest, I'm so rarely open my email, ( and when I do, I just read the recent one ) that's why I'm kindda shocked when I found out that so many people send me an email, and so many interview request, so many store want to send me a gift, ughhh what a stupid me. super sorry! but I promise, I'm gonna change my habbit, pinky promise! I will always check my email every single day.

So one of the lost email ( read : treasure ) is this one, it's from www.chictopia.com, as you all know it's a great fashion website, and they were send me an email to tell me that chictopia pick me to be a style council! and as a part of Chictopia's prestigious style council, meaning I can vote on photos and decide who gets to be in chictopia style gallery right away. waaaaaaww it's a big big big honour for me, thank you cherri! thank you chictopia, I promise ( yep I made a lot promise today ) to be a good council!

*good night everybody sleep tight! and have a nice dream ( kisses and hugs!)

ps : I'm thinking to make some giveaway ( like many blogger do ) right after tmy exams is finish, what do you think? hmm... I must start to pick a cool thing then...

Four things a woman should know: How to look like a girl, How to act like a lady, How to think like a man, And how to work like a dog

2009-11-26T17:45:00.008+07:00

Hello people... how's your day today ? I hope it's great because mine is perfect.

Thank you for all your comment on my last post! thank you soooo much. I'm so sorry that I didn't replied like I used to, but I do read all the comment, one by one. ughh school is killing me! and I only got 1 hour a day to open my blog, fuuh.... how I wish there were more than 24 hours / day.

Well cut the chase ( like I said one hour a day....)... like you all know ( well if you don't, now you gonna know ) I like wearing black, like like like it sooo much, I don't know why, well red too... but black is my fave, and I will give you my secret, in any party if I don't know what to wear, if I don't got the time to buy a new one, then most certainly I'm gonna wear my little black dress, and voilaaaa.... I'm a lady. a very nice young lady :) as simple as that.

and another secret, I'm in love with my LBD, it's like magic, different accessories, different style. I'm gonna show you, let's start shall we? I hope you like it because it's gonna be a long long post :)

ps : I know I know I look older in this pict, but this just for fun, just to play around, and I do love to act like a young lady.

this look is super simple, but it sure works everywhere,and ohh do you see? do you see? I even got some hair do. :D

LBD : my sister made it for me, tottaly love it
black leather gloves : laksmi tailor
bracelet : monet new york ( belong to my sister )
vintage brooch : Forever 21
glittery tights : zara for kids
black flat shoes : wondershoe

Now it's time for some magic, and to make it interesting, I make a theme, and short story for every set, the next one theme is a Widow, I played as a sad widow, and as you can see, all I'm adding is a headpiece ( once again a lovely work of art from nefertiti jewelz )

Sad Sad Widow

the story :
hmm... so she's a sad sad widow, her husband leave to early, everyone feels sorry for her, and she looks like she's in deepest pain, but hey, is that really a smile that I see behind her handkerchief ? hmm... that's strange... what was that about ?

headpiece : nefertiti jewelz
handkerchief : valentino
rings : belong to my sister ( ughhh I really want my own ring )

second theme

A BIRD PARTY

the story :
whoaa... is that really her? I can recognize her even she's in mask, but in a party? wasn't she still in a mourn ?! hmm... that's what the smile about... tsktsktsk bad bad widow. but upss, she saw you lookin at her, and she ask you to stay "shhhtt"

great quote : "When a young man complains that a young lady has no heart, it's pretty certain that she has his" - George Dennison

THE VACATION

THE STORY :

Well oh well, now she's on a cruise having her holiday, I hope life will treat you right my dear lady. hasta la vista

bowler hat : cherokee
necklace : it's actually a lv keychain, cute right? :D
bracelet : actually it's a long long necklace, unbranded
rose brooch : is it cute ? I made it myself from a clay

fuuuhh finally done, quite extra long story today right ? hehehhe I hope you all enjoying it as much as I do. and ohh ohhh... I want to share my happines! like I said before, I really really want my own ring, I want it so bad! but my daddy won't allowed me, but God knows I'm a good kid, so a couple days ago I receive email from sarah, she's from www.jewelryartdesigns.com and she said that she want to send me a gift from her store, how cool is that?! and and she even let me pick anything I want! whoaaa.... thank you sooo much :) ughh now I almost dying, it's so hard to choose! you must see it by yourself, it's super pretty! ohhh I want the rings! the earrings too! and the pendant too!.. they all too pretty! Oh good God please forgive me T__T

hmm help me choose will you ? which one should I choose ? I'm thinking....

this the unique one

or the classic one?

see how can I'm not dying ?

Life is like a rainbow, you need both the sun and the rain to make its colors appear

2009-11-08T20:46:00.008+07:00

Hello people! how are you today? I hope you all doing just fine. Aah not so long ago a friend of mine popped out a question, why am I so rarely use a bright colors, do I hate pink ? well the answer is, no, I swear I love pink, I love every color, each one is as good as the other one. and I do love the color of the rainbow, I do, I really do. I'm a normal little girl, I love pink, a pony, candy, and everything that sweet and nice, and I collected barbies too! see I'm normal, but a cute dress or a shirt with a barbie picture printed on it is just not for me, I don't know why but somehow it's never attract me. Wait err .... I'm still normal right ?

and then I said again to my friend, if I wear bright colors I wear it seriously, and then she dare me to pull on a bright colors clothes and post it in my blog. Hahaha that's easy, piece a cake. But yeah.. well you the judge, tell me... tell me... am I doing it right ?

pink jacket : bang bang girls

yellow jeans : tailor made

glasses necklace : recycle experience ( tottaly cute! it's made from used stuff )

my video ipod + sennheiser px 200 headphone

polkadot bag : it's actually a beauty case, bought it in index store

random rings and bracelets

fingerless gloves : strawberry

pink shoes : converse

do I look cute or what? hehehhe, but normal is so not me, well to make it fun, I put on my rainbow wig .... hehehhe. I probably not normal, but I definitely knows how to have fun right?! :D

ugh do you hear that annoying sound too ? no ? ...... shoot ! that's my nanny telling me to sleep now, my nanny is definitely not fun. ahhh I do feel sleepy now, I really have to go. see yaaaa! sweet dream people. Kisses for you all! and a hug too!

Do or do not... there is no try

2009-11-05T11:45:00.010+07:00

helllooo peopleeee!! uhhh I miss you guys so so so muccchhh! I miss my blog! I know, i know... I'm being such a bad bad blogger. but I hope you all forgive me and my laziness. Hmm what's the news? ohhh yeaahh! I'm on magazine! how cool is that? thank you so much to girlfriend magazine for having me. *kisses, and oh for my new school life, it's fantastic!! my friends are super duper fun, we having to much fun, it's almost a sin hahaaha and oh yeah I'm struggling with my mandarin language now, my private teacher is super cool too, she's from beijing, and the funny thing is she can't speak Indonesian language. hahhaha.

Oh yeah, do you already watch This is it? If you're not then you really should! seriously! well even I can't see clearly, my eyes were covering with tears. uhhh, MJ how I miss you so much! you're the coolest! I' m falling in love even deeper to you now. Your the eagle! well I will stop mourning, I'm know he's okay now, sometimes God give someone happy ending that you can't predict, and I'm just so sure that this is his happy ending. Have a save rest there MJ. I love you.

and this is me on the old ultraman comic book, hahahaha just kidding, do you see my shirt under my jacket? it's ultraman! cool! I found about this robinet wonders shirt when I was busy wondershoeing ( hehehhe my new word for "looking at wondershoe"), I was searching for wondershoe on the google, and at any chance it's robinet wonders that shows, and I'm instantly in love. whoaaaaa they have all these cute character! it's bring headache just to choose, watch out, don't tell me I don't warn you. hehehehe.

and my favorite is this one! It's Yoda! something that you all might not know is that I'm a starwars lovers! watched all the movies, even the old one, and I like Yoda the most! he is so... hmm what's the right word? ... oh yeah so zen! so wise.

some of my movies

my favorite star wars lego watch! yay!

here's some wise word from Yoda :

my favorite one :“Size matters not. Look at me. Judge me by my size, do you? Hmm? Hmm. And well you should not. For my ally is the Force, and a powerful ally it is. Life creates it, makes it grow. Its energy surrounds us and binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter. You must feel the Force around you; here, between you, me, the tree, the rock, everywhere, yes. Even between the land and the ship.”

“Do or do not... there is no try.”

“Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not. Attachment leads to jealously. The shadow of greed, that is.”

“Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.”

your soul is alive

2009-08-28T03:59:00.007+07:00

Hello people!! how are you? I hope you all doing good. This week been upside down for me, new school, new friends, new enviroment, but everything is going so well. I've got super cool friends in my new school and I have so much fun! my new school is more near to my house, so now I have more spare time than before. yihhhaaa! XD

hmm...I know, I know you must be questioning about yoda and ultraman that I said before in my last post right? the bad news is, it's not done yet, I asked my sister to edit it, ( I have specific request on this one, so it might take her a while to make it ) that and she's also was drowning in her own stuff, I can't blame her though. I know how stressed she is, with her new college, new place. Ough yes people, my personal photographer will be gone, and only back for home on a weekend. ( I'm in tears now) I'm gonna miss her so bad! the only thing that comfort me is that we make our promise ( a pinky promise!) that we still gonna talk everyday, she call me, or I call her. thats the deal. and oh yeah don't worry sist, I promise I will take good care of daddy. :)

and oh yeahhh this is my newest pictures, hope you like it. I alwaaays alwaays love playing in a green green grass, I love the smell of grass, love the smell of earth after the rain. I'm sure you do too. right?

~ I hope you ready you many pictures of me. hehehehe... ^^

“If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you, if the simple things in nature have a message you understand, Rejoice, for your soul is alive.”

I'm wearing :

big straw hat : from bali I guess, it's belong to my sister
maxi pink dress : zara for kids
white jeans jacket : levis
brown leather shoes : zara for kids ( in a boy section )
stripe socks : marks & spencer
charm bracelets :
pink bunny bracelet from my sister,
breast cancer awarness bracelet
juicy couture charmbracelet
peace and dream f21 bracelet
rings : strawberry store

that's all from me now ^^ take care!!!