Hello
world! How are you? Great right? Hmm… so I have flash news to share, hmm… turns
out being 14th not all glitters and gold… turns out I’m in age where
whenever I met older people they will ask the same old question, I guess there
must a big guide book of “HOW TO MAKE MISSERABLE KIDS TO BE MORE MISSERABLE
WITH AWKWARD QUESTION, FOR DUMMIES” oh please… like life is not hard enough
for us teenage girls, why adults always want to pour a salt water to our open
wound? Come on… just add fuel to the fire….*sigh. (Do I already sound like
whiny drama queen teenage girls? Do I nail it? hahaha) So have you figure out what the question is?
Oh yes you got it right… the big question is:
“Do you have boyfriend?” or more like statement rather than a question
“ You're so big now, so who is your boyfriend?” geez… I’m 14 not 20 something
so… chill world… chill….
I can't really blame them though… boys and romance is number one topic nowadays
in my friends’ circle. I’m getting used to the new habits of my friends, which
is make a late night call and talking hours about boys, crush and stupid things
called romance. I always open the conversation with “You can talk to me for
hours and I'll be all ears for you but don't expect any advice or way out from
me, because I know nothing about boys moreover about romance” and so far they
got no problem with it, I guess when you’re in love all you need is someone to
hear all the high and dry… they don't need someone who knows from A to Z about it, comment and advice are not much
needed.
As
for me… boys, romance and all that lovey dowey thingies are my Achilles'
heel, seriously… for me those topic are the most boring thing to talk about.
Call me cynical but I don’t really buy the entire true love thing and you can
imagine yourself of how talking hours about something you don’t even believe
could really set your teeth on edge. But friendship is about enduring all those
thing right? I know how boring my friends must be when all I’m talked about is
old lenses and cameras and about my hunting to find those rare items, how I win
and lost bid on eBay. If they can bear with me with my story about history of
lenses and cameras from 60’s, 70’s even from the time of World War II of course
I can bear with them and their love story.
The
funny thing is a little bird told me that there’s actually some boys who… well
who fallen for me… and yes, boys which means more than one boy, shocking right?
Well probably the queuing line for it isn't as long as Sushi Dai restaurant
queue line in Tokyo but there’s some numbers of boys. Oh boys what a wrong
choice you've made. Well some even declare the love for me and all I can give to
them are awkward look and thank you (try to find ‘you don’t say’ meme on 9gag,
that is pretty much facial expression I gave them) I know it’s not a cool thing
to do, but honestly I found it so weird and don’t know how to react. You still
ask money from your mommy and you ask to have a date with me? That’s weird
right? I love making friends with boys and most of my best friend are boys but
not on a date with them it’s a BIG NO.
My
friends told me, I should try to give one of them a chance, the best one, only
so I can have conversation about boyfriend and stuff, of all the wrong reason
in the world that must be the most hideous one, right? People feelings are not
for play. So for those of you, who asked
me on formspring, twitter, instagram and all other place, no I don’t have
boyfriend and even for all the tea in China I don’t planning to have one in
near future. But when one of my friends asked do I actually have type for boys,
I don’t think I do… but on a second thought I think I do, So here’s my type:
1.
I love to see boys who have passion on
something. I once met a boy who couldn’t stop talking about dinosaurs he talked
with his eyes all beaming and happy and super enthusiast, about velociraptor,
spinosaurus, stegosaurus and all other blablala~rus, as for me all I know about
dino are T-rex and how they look like icky giant lizard. He also told me every detail of the theory
why they extinct and at that time I think he is so cute.
2.
I like geek boys. DISCLAIMER with this
I mean a real geek not the one who wear big glasses, bow ties, suspender,
cropped hanging trousers like Urkel, or even worse a t-shirt with big word GEEK
written on it. I like a quiet one but who can talk about books and string
theory for hours.
3.
The one who smell good.
4.
The one who love their mommy homemade
cook as their favorite food, I have a cousin who really loves my aunty's cook,
even on family gathering where we all bring great kind of foods all he choose
are the one that his mother made, for me that is super cute and you should see
his drooling over just by talking her mother homemade meal, I have a feeling he
will be a very great gentlemen.
That’s all I guess for now, hehehe. Oh
my God, I just realize this is a very long post, well guess it really is
impossible to make short conversation when the topic is about boys, hahaha.
So I received this very beautiful
wedding dress from dresseshop.co.uk funny how even though I never think about
romance but I always know what kind of dress I want for my wedding day and this
classic dress is the best choice for me. At first I kind a worry about the
dress because I know a wedding dress should be perfect fit and when I know they
actually made the dress based on our really size (you can just inform the size
of your hips, bust and everything) they really make it on your size. I’m in
love with the fabrics, how its flows perfectly. They make the best dress for
prom and for bridesmaid too (no more hideous bridesmaid dress! Yeay!) Hehehe
funny story, I almost faint when I have to choose the dress ( now I know why
there’s bridezilla out there, the pressure are crazy my friend!) they got so
many choices and they all gorgeous, you can see it yourself at dresseshop.co.uk
or www.millybridal.com be ready to
be amaze.
By the way I make the theme as runaway
bride, you could see at the first 4 pictures how the bride doesn’t look like
how a bride should look, she doesn’t look happy at all. It’s all because the
man he going to marry is not the one who he actually loved. She finally decides
to runaway and waiting for the boy he actually love to pick her up and runaway
together. I’m not a good story teller
when it comes to love, so be dearly please and wrote the story yourself for me.
*kisses! ( by the way I will make a very stunning bride one day right?)
A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.
– Marilyn Monroe
We're raised to defend ourselves but get suspended for fighting. We're taught to love but get judged on who we're loving. Life's ironic
~Unknown
"Your heart is free, have the courage to follow it."
– Braveheart
"Life is messy. Love is messier."
– Catch and Release
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That’s what I hope to give you forever."
– The Notebook
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." – Marilyn Monroe
Dresses : dresseshop.co.uk
Flower crown : Dhievine
Lether Jacket : Zara
Shoes : Zara
PS : I may not know
nothing about love, but I know this is one of the most romantic thing
someone could say to her loved one, I just love what Robin say to Barney
on one of How I met Your Mother episode " If I asked you to change too many things about
yourself, you're not gonna be the man I've fallen in love with. Turns
out I accept and appreciate even the most grossest, creepiest, most
sociopath parts of you"
Good night love!
Necklace : 
